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Emine Şerife lives in a small district of Eskişehir. She has three siblings. She is the middle sister. She has long and shiny hair, tanned skin. They have big honey-colored eyes and plump hips. They are all smart, talented and beautiful. Emine Şerife is no different from them. She dyes her hair blonde, her lips are a little thinner than them. and his eyes are a little smaller

None of her sisters care about beauty. Emine Şerifi attributes this to the fact that they are more beautiful, but this is not true. In fact, she is also very beautiful and I will shoot. These days, she is modeling for a painter and the painter is also the teacher Emine Şerife's older sister. She is a real big sister and her youngest sister. The baby of the family, his younger sister is studying at the university, he calls her little sister, even though she is younger than him, his parents are disappointed, especially his father, because he has 3 daughters, he always wants a son. This is not a situation that is valid only in a small village of Eskişehir, but fathers all over Turkey. She wants a son. According to fathers, a daughter means a problem. She gets married, she can leave, she can come home again. Her husband can beat her. Her husband can kill her. Her husband can stab her. And so on. And so on. Her blonde sister's blonde hair makes her forget her disappointments. Actually, her parents still haven't given up on their dream of having a son. Maybe that's why Emine Şerife wants to be different. I wish she was a boy. Even though it was a small town, she had a lot of male friends who had the chance to go to the nearby province and sit and chat with men in cafes, but those friendships did not go any further until she met the painter teacher. The painter teacher helps her with her lessons, does her homework, and in return, he acts as a model for her. His aim is to reach her, but for what purpose he wants to reach her, it is not clear. He says that he is a missionary working in Turkey. Emine wants Şerife to become a Christian. From this perspective, the man does not have any thoughts of establishing a relationship with her. Moreover, they live with a former student of his, a girl with a wonderful name. Harika often comes to his house and leaves with sexy clothes, sometimes wearing the man's shirt and wearing only his panties, she cooks in the kitchen as if they were a newlywed couple. Emine Şerife is very disturbed by his Yıldırım Gigi emoji, but there is nothing she can do. Should she choose to fight? Her man is taken by Harika's hand. Emine is killing her horniness while modeling and her groin is throbbing. She wants to make love with the man, but virginity is still important in this small district of the Old City. More precisely, it is still important in the cities in the interior of Turkey. We can partially include this coastline, as Turkey is a country with one side facing the west and the other facing the east. Virginity varies depending on the region. Some men do not attach importance to this issue. They will paint two paintings with the painter teacher. In the first painting, he will have a baby in his arms, and in the second painting, he will have nothing on. While modeling, he notices that the painter teacher's lips are swollen. He compares himself to Wonderful. The painter teacher makes him laugh. He eats more than he normally would. The man is fond of young girls and gets an erection when he watches her eating. And he tells her this without hesitation. Emine Şerife looks at the beauty and tells him to get an erection. When she is modeling, the painter rubs her little belly. He tells her how sexy she is and says he loves her head. He buries his face in her breasts and sometimes touches it with his tongue. He kisses her head and lights a candle. They like Emine Şerife more and more. She feels like a ball of fire is waking up inside her. She often has to turn her back to him. Because when she is naked, she doesn't turn around. She is afraid of losing her virginity suddenly because she is naked with such a person. So, she spends her days in bed rather than painting. They start to spend it on Şerife, lying face down. The teacher puts lubricating cream on the tip of his penis. She gently touches his anus. She feels the warmth of the penis. Then, Şerife feels himself entering her. She cannot hold back and screams. The painter teacher closes her mouth to prevent the sound from spreading around, and he starts to go further. He starts advancing on her anus as if he were tearing her into pieces. Meanwhile, everything in the intestine is moving. He feels that a cell is on fire, while making love with her, he talks to Emine Şerife, who is both cruel and sweet at the same time, with his calm voice and tells her how wonderful she is, how beautiful she is and how much he loves being in her. Emine Şerife sometimes thinks, men care about a girl's virginity before marriage. What about virginity? What if it was in the anus area?

Would they care then too? For example, if a girl had anal sex with many men until she got married, would this be a problem for her husband when she got married in the future?

His teacher sings to him in a soft voice, emotional love songs. He holds her hand in a way that makes her feel all her muscles swell. These emotional songs, I'm sure, make the pain behind her lessen. Suddenly, she sees the wonder. It's like the wonder is there too.

The man tooI want great too.

I want them..

She also wanted to be crushed under the man and scream as if she was in great pain. Maybe it's great, but she's afraid of him. My love understands that she changes everything in an angry way. If I can't be the most beautiful woman, maybe I should be a flower.

He's creating a fantasy.

In his fantasy, the man is teaching at school. He is lying naked and face down on the teacher's table. The man has a long, thin stick in his hand. It is a stick he uses while teaching, but it is thin. He hits this thin stick on their butts slowly, like a whip, first right, then left.

Then he starts to find it faster, the butt starts to turn red, then he puts some lubricant cream on the tip of the thin rod and starts to insert the rod, he takes out his dick without removing the rod, then he quickly starts to insert his dick into her anus as well, and it's amazing, he watches them in the front row. A girl sitting in the front row has blonde platinum hair. But Her breasts are quite large. She is a girl who grew up before her age. The girl sitting in the back row has black hair. She has a ponytail and a pen in her hand. She is listening to the lesson with great attention. The subject of the lesson is how to engage in anal sex. The girl sitting in the back row has big and perfect legs. All three girls have almost impossible narrow hips. Her legs are like a waterfall. She has hair flowing down her shoulders. When the teacher asks them to describe their most beautiful parts, the girl with beautiful hips turns around and lifts her skirt. She shakes her butt. She opens her long legs and her big breasts are on top of her. Then they start kissing each other. Their lips slowly start to lean down. At the same time, they finally kiss each other's breasts. They go further down, their legs are open to each other, then they start to lick each other's calitoris in turn. The audience cheers. The painter teacher gives an adequate answer. Then he asks the girls to describe each other's most beautiful parts. One of them kisses the other's chest, and the other one mutually takes the other's heat. The girls moan with pleasure. By the end of the lesson, their clothes are wet. It happens that one of them starts to lick the hair just above her clitoris in response to the other. The teacher chooses the girl with long legs. But first she pulls the curtains. When the blonde girl sees the brazen teacher, she looks at his hardening penis. The girl kisses him. She presses the naked teacher to her chest. The man moans slightly and looks like he's about to cry as the girl moves away from him. The brunette girl looks like she's about to cry. She shows him her hips, while the teacher kisses her with her full and swollen looking lips, the man kneads her big hips in her lace panties under her skirt. The man's penis grows even bigger in her trousers. Emine Şerife is generally a long-legged woman. When she comes out from behind the curtain, she cums when the teacher puts his arms around her. At that moment, Emine Şerife takes off her panties so that he can see. She falls asleep crying. She tries to put herself into this fantasy, but it never works. The girls always come back, the wonderful always comes back, and the painter teacher is always with the wonderful. Emine Şerife. She wonders where I am in his life. Maybe she should offer him her virginity to tie the man to her. So she can forget about the wonderful. Because the wonder has no problem with virginity, she even says that she had group sex with the painter teacher and Atakan.

Her previous boyfriend committed suicide and I don't think she knew why she committed suicide. I think she was selling something like powder or marijuana.

Emine Şerife has a lot of fantasies. Whenever they go out and see a beautiful girl, Emine Şerife gets a pain in her chest and between her legs. While making love with her, she knows that the man will wonder if she thought about that much and this will make it impossible for him to ejaculate. He will be erect, later in the day, he will slide his fingers to his lips. He will caress himself and cup himself, thinking of that bad dream he had the other night, and he will make her cum all the time, and it will always make her cry. After a while, this will start happening even when the man is not with her, for example, when he is with the wonder. She wants to watch them. He sees a girl while he is alone and feels the same pain by thinking about the guy's reaction. Then he has to go and masturbate. While masturbating, he only caresses her top. He is afraid to put his finger inside. The thought that my virginity may be damaged is dominant. A person has to be afraid even while masturbating. If you live in a small village, the desire to masturbate is getting stronger and stronger. It's starting to get urgent. He's cumming more and more intensely. Even his underwear got a little wet. That's why he starts to want the man more than he ever wanted. He wants to destroy his belt, but when he's with the man, he always thinks about wonderful. The girls he dreams of are of various types. Long shiny hair, brunette blonde, brunette curly hair, tanned skin. Almost all of them have bigger breasts than hers, their legs are longer, their lines are more prominent, their hips are round, Emine knows that the man loves her, she feels that I think he uses the wonderful only financially.Because the wonder's family is very rich financially, he knows that her external beauty is only superficial. Of course, he is aware of this. But these feelings do not go away, the hidden pain increases and begins to look more and more like her in his hands. The stronger the shock he feels when he sees a beautiful girl, the stronger the orgasm Emine experiences. She becomes stronger. This way, she starts not needing a man to have an orgasm. I wonder if the teacher desires these girls. He thinks, "I wish you would prepare them." If I desire like her, Emine suddenly starts to think that she is a lesbian. If I called the girls too, everything would be easier and I would suffer less. For example, if I made love with the wonderful. If I caressed her blonde hair and kissed her lips, the jealousy that developed inside her could turn into love. Sometimes she thinks about her friends. At school, the rumor that my two daughters are lesbians spread from mouth to mouth. She thinks that if she became a lesbian, she would communicate better. She would be less jealous and it would be great. She thinks that they would be more sensitive to each other's feelings. She has never been sexual. If she had, I would have made that decision long ago, it would have given her some kind of identity by making her different from my other sisters, and but Emine loves men, not just their penises, their smells, their smiles, the intensity of their laughter, their broad shoulders, their hardness and their husky pleasures, her home, she loves being crushed, she loves suffering, a hard penis entering her back hole like it's tearing it apart. She even likes it to bleed sometimes and she loves the artist teacher, she loves it and wants it to upset all the beautiful girls in the world, but at the same time, the thought of him doing this makes her feel like she's going to die. She wants to turn into the most beautiful girls in the whole world for the man. She wants to be a different woman every night. So the man never She doesn't get bored of herself, she knows that this is unhealthy and she doesn't share it with Adam. She knows that he will be sad and that he will console her but that he won't be able to relieve the pain. She goes to a psychologist. Even though it helps for a short time, the psychologist tells her, well, let's just bring your beauty to light. You are not the most beautiful girl in the world, this reality friend is very much. It doesn't help because Emine is already seriously aware of this fact. Emine closes herself. The psychologist who is the guidance counselor at school continues to talk and barely hears his voice from afar, telling her that he is a very nice-looking and good person and that the man is apparently in love with her and that she shouldn't be so upset. Emine feels like she loves him deeply. Thanks to this, Emine feels that she is the most beautiful girl in the world, but no one, not even the man, can see it, and that this is one of the things that happen so subtly to her. Emine and the man chat after making love. The man says that he is tired of anal sex and wants to have vaginal sex. Emine explains that her fantasies are an addiction. We think it is, he can't stop them and it makes him feel worse about himself. I write my feelings to a world, says the man. Try it too. It really works wonders. You will definitely be in this diary I wrote and it will be wonderful. My student Demine, who committed suicide, kept a diary when she was a teenager. She even dreamed of becoming a writer at that time. The things he wrote were not generally events that happened to him. He decorated them with metaphorical obstacles. For example, if he felt jealousy, his face would turn red. In the end, he wrote about a girl who ran away to live as a plant in a natural park and being watched. Or, in another country, he wrote the so-called honor story of some girls in Turkey. If he got into a bad path, his brother or She could be killed by her father, especially in the southeastern provinces. This tradition was still valid. If Emine was upset, she would write to herself about a girl who caught fire and burned. When she started to think that her stories were too strange, she stopped writing. But what the man said made Emine rethink her daily event. That's why she bought a diary, never more than a diary. She has a thick black sketchbook for artists and she starts writing and what she really wants to write about are her fantasies which are the most important part of her life. She is so embarrassed while writing them that I think she will transfer her wetness to the chair. The first of her fantasies is that she writes down the day she will lose her power of attorney for vaginal sex. I wonder if it will hurt too much or she will get very wet. Sometimes she has to stop right in the middle of writing. Emine does not cry while writing her fantasies into her heart. After writing, she feels stronger. When she cannot divorce with the man, she reads those fantasies and masturbates. Of course, she fights with quality while masturbating. She wants to insert her finger in, but she can only insert the tip out of fear. One night, the man starts writing me messages, takes a photo of his genitals and sends it to her, and she replies, "I wish I were with you right now." The next day, they meet again in the morning to work on a painting. After meeting, they go to dinner. It's at a cafe in Eskişehir. Emine Şerife buys pastries and tea, and the man buys bagels. and tea The most eaten food item in Turkey is samet coffeeIt can be eaten at six, it comes at noon, and it can be eaten in the evening. You can eat simit 24 hours a day. The people selling you on the street first shout "simit" in the morning or "breakfast simit", and in the evening, they shout "simit" in the evening and every year in the evening. There is no specific time for simit. While sitting in the cafe, the man shows how hard he has become. He puts his hand on his penis. He is afraid that Emine will see the skin around him. In Eskişehir, people from the hospital can kiss on the street, they can make love on the university campus. It is a very different city compared to what is nearby. It is like a European city, a city with freedom, libraries, operas, art centers and cultural centers. Emine raises her head and looks around. She is afraid to see if there is anyone there, then she comes to the wonderful cafe. The girl looks higher up with her shiny skin, long legs and almost animalistic facial features. She is wearing a tank top. Since she is not wearing a bra, her nipples are visible under the hammock fabric. She is wearing a miniskirt. How beautiful her legs are shining in the sun. Suddenly, the food she eats is Emine's. It gets stuck in his throat and he feels that he can't swallow. Instead of getting up and running to the toilet, we realize that Emine is interested in him, seeing the wonder that the man is crazy about. After a short while, they leave the cafe and start walking on the streets of the city center. The weather is hot and their sensual products smell of spicy food, garbage and rotting flowers. They walk along the yew stream under the trees There are empty beer cans piled up, the young people must have been drinking until the morning, and the shells of sunflower seeds are next to a drink. Emine can also smell her own sexuality mixed with the smell of wine and cigarettes in the man's hand. Small tables of cafes, illuminated with a blurry brightness, are lined up on the pavements and young people are chatting with poets and cigarettes. All kinds of beautiful people are always deprived of living their freedom in that small town, the same city he created in his dreams. Even the man feels freedom since the day he met him. He realizes that he keeps all the beautiful girls in the little diary in his brain and can list them all with the smallest details. What they wear, how they masturbate, and everything about them. They go to the man's house again. As soon as he gets in, he starts to undress. He runs his hands over her thighs. He pulls her panties down. He helps her so that her high heels don't get caught in her panties. Then he puts the panties in his pocket. He says, 'Let's do it now. Let's do it now. Let yourself go.' He says he's angry with me. He lifts her bra under her dress and takes her breasts out with his finger. Now he is moving my father around his swollen griffonium which is exposed under the dress. He slowly asks for permission to put his finger in. He looks into Emine's eyes. If Emine closes her eyes twice, he will slowly insert his finger in. Emine is so wet that the finger slides in by itself, first the tip comes and then the whole thing comes to Emine's eyes. I guess she won't be able to squeeze herself anymore in a closed and self-absorbed situation, and today she is thinking of giving her virginity to the man. Emine can feel the ugliness of his muscles and his dick. The man's fingers are playfully walking between her legs, playing with her hair, she separates her lips and reads right in the middle. While the man is taking off his trousers, Emine helps him to take out his penis. Emine takes him off. He starts talking while caressing me. Imagine me and the wonder at this moment. Imagine both of us turning around. The man opens his eyes and looks like he's saying there's no problem. Emine. However, Emine finds herself smiling. In fact, she finds herself at home. It's wonderful now, and she's made sure it's wonderful. The two of them have integrated into one body, the beautiful hips of the wonder, Emine. Her place belongs to her breasts and lips. The lower lip belongs to Emine. The upper lip belongs to a girl like that. How would it be if she were here? Her breasts are so big, they are big and heavy, but she is very thin. They fell so full on her delicate ribcage and her legs are so long. What if he opened them, they would spill out of the bed, says the man. Emine continues to caress the tool, then the tool slowly enters between her lips, moves back and forth on her lower teeth, Emine puts it on her tongue between her lower teeth and the menstrual, a hot liquid of the curse begins to flow on her tongue, Emine collects this liquid on her tongue, accumulates it thoroughly, makes the man tremble. She feels the tool vibrating back and forth inside her mouth, as if a tiny earthquake is happening. Then, she takes the sperm she collected in one go to her home. She says, 'Don't worry, baby, I don't want you to think about them. How wonderful, I don't have another daughter, nor in the class.' She continues like this. She licks all the time. Then she climbs on top of the man, separates herself for herself and slides down. Her body takes the man's palm. I said Eda, she pulls it in and out. They don't talk anymore. They all erase all the prohibitions with their difficulties and integrity. Emine feels that it gets hard immediately when she rubs the penis between her lips, right on the man's penis. Of course, this is it. The lips are not the lips on her face, but the lips that belong to her vagina.Suddenly she looks back and sees the tool rising into the air. Just like in the stories and legends of change, she says it's time to say goodbye to being a girl. The man I will marry did not accept me like this. After all, the man is marrying a human, not an organ. Emine will not turn into a flower, an animal or a tree. She will feel her femininity and She will take her first step into womanhood, she slowly sits on the amazement and realizes that it doesn't hurt at all. When her period comes out again, there are droplets of blood and sperm on her tip. Emine will now be completely herself and will step into a free life.