The car crash

Everything happened so quickly that I didn't even realize what was going on. I saw the lorry coming to hit Felix's car, and then everything was blanked. Collapsed to the ground, tears started to burst out. Ashes filled up the sky as it blurred my view from seeing him. "F-felix. You can't, you can't!" I shouted as I picked myself up and saw that I was bleeding. But it wasn't the best time to think about that. I ran to the car, regardless of the fact that the car could explode anytime. I was desperate to save him. I did not put the fact that I could die with him. I didn't care if I would have to sacrifice my life to save him. All I wanted right now was to see him smiling just one more time. "Felix, Felix!" I shouted as I knocked harshly on the car's window. I wiped out some of the blurry substances to get a better view of Felix. I saw him covered with blood and I could see that he was out of consciousness and had fainted. "Someone help!" I cried.

Seconds later, people started coming, and the ambulance arrived. The ambulance took him and left me alone there. My hands were shaking, and I was not able to breathe properly. Soon, I realized I needed help and started calling Iann. "Iann… Help, F-Felix has had a car crash," My words trembled. "Wait, I am coming right now. Hold on. And remember, Sis Felix is going to be fine. Remember when he tripped and you cried when you guys were very young? You were so worried about him, but then we all laughed," He said. "Yeah, You two were laughing all of a sudden, making me look like an idiot." I started to say. "Yeah, you were like very worried about him. It's kind of cute though. He thought it was very cute and always kept bragging about it. He also cared about you. I know that you two are not that fine right now, but believe me, he's still trying to get along with you. I know that things were rough between you two, but you still made some bonds with each other." He said. "I know that everything was fine. You know that I liked him. But then I never realized that. He never told me about it. He thought I didn't care when I did. I always did! But he never realized." I cried from all those memories. "I know," we said as we started driving to the hospital. On the way, Iann tried to convince me that Felix would be all fine. But all those words were just air. My heart was only made for him. Whether he takes it or not, it will be forever his. Whether he breaks it or destroys it, it's still meant to be his. I never wanted to give it to others, and I never really did. But I guess he took it different. After all these years and our friendship, he never knew. He never really was that smart guy anymore. I guess he didn't take me serious.

We arrived to the hospital after a few minutes of driving. I couldn't stop my tears and my head was filled with dark thoughts of what if he dies. If and only if he did, I am not going to live my world anymore. We were more than friends and I just knew it. Whether he likes me or not, I still care about him. We still care about each other but now, I feel like I am the one who messed things up. If I just didn't blew my mind up he wouldn't have been into a car crash. If I was just, just more considerate of his words, his life, and his thoughts, he wouldn't have to be hurt like this. "Iann, I-i don't think I can live without him. After all, these are just my fault." I rumbled sitting and waiting. "Sis, trust me, he's going to be alright. And it's not your fault anyway. It's neither of yours." Iann tried to console me but nothing worked. It's just the fact that I was not able to help him and I was the cause of this. I saw the doctor come out and approach us slowly. "Doctor! Doctor! What happened?" I panicked. "He's safe but, he got a temporary memory lost. I am sorry but there's nothing we can do about it. But at certain events, he could remember things again but it's less likely to happen. Other than that everything else is alright." The doctor said as he left. M-memory lost???