XLVIII ||| December 25th of 2021 (V)

From: P.BG

<pbg.prada@gmail.com >

To: A.LF

<alf.weeknd@gmail.com >

Sent: Saturday, 25 Dec 2021, 02:30

Subject: a crush is a crush

Wrong again, it's not Starboy, A.

I was needing the laughter that bubbled through my chest when I read the tea. I think it's been more than a year since I last laughed, I needed this. To think your childhood crush who turned you down would be your boss, that sounds hilarious, like a plot in a rom-com.

I'm not jealous, I think having a natural crush like this is healthy.

You should work harder and go for her position. I don't know what kind of field you work on, but maybe you should aim ambiguously up there, it's what I would do. In fact, it's what I did, I went high and I'm aiming to go even higher, all with my own credits, I started down there and climbed up quickly, like a lightning striking in a dark night.

Maybe that way she will see you, and she'll regret ever having turned you down, even if it was because of age back then. I believe in your skills and in you, you can do anything, you just need to set a goal, focus, and run for it, fuck everything else. No one will do that for you, so you have to go for it on your own, you know?

If she picked you out of all that people, it's because you stand-out, it's because you're that good, you deserve it. And she probably knows who you are now, if she chose you. She may be scary to some, but if she's up there it's because she good at what she does, it's because she ain't the time to fuck around, it's because she knows what she's doing.

I respect women like that, that's how I thrive to me, though I can be a bit heartless, especially nowadays, I'm a chaotic mess, but I hope she'll do better than me regarding the people that work with her.

Hey, don't shame short people, I'm not model-tall, alright? I'm not short, but I'm not tall either. I think I'm average. By what you said about her, I'm thinking she's 1.50m or something, Ariana Grande or Sabrina Carpenter short. Like an angry boss pinscher. I mean, I have no idea how tall you are, but don't tell me.

Don't say you don't have a chance with her, A.

Who knows? She could have a crush on you.

You're easy to love, and I bet you're hot.

Even if you ain't, you have a big cock, it's an ace.

Thank you for taking my mind off my grief for tonight, A, it means more than I can put into words.

Thank you, truly.

It's my last lettering-email of the year for you.

I have to wake up early tomorrow, because even if it's Sunday, I have work to get over with, because Monday is almost here.

Last but not least, about your question.

Technically? I love Prada, more than I can explain.

I hope you have a nice 2022.

Kisses and hugs for your mom and your sister.

For you too.

- P 🖤