LII ||| December 25th of 2022 (III)

From: A.LF

<alf.weeknd@gmail.com >

To: P.BG

<pbg.prada@gmail.com >

Sent: Sunday, 25 Dec 2022, 00:00

Subject: until 2023🥂

Got all of them noted down.

I'll drop by Barnes & Nobles after work tomorrow and buy the ones they have there, and the ones missing I'll buy through Amazon, and I'll read them on the physical copies for you to one day read my notes, P darling.

Pardon me? I am a gentleman, alright?

And Anthony is a gentleman, just not when thirsting for the woman who's the bane of his existence. It's poetic. Besides, you wouldn't want me to be a gentleman in bed. I can't help but to imagine how nasty you could get with me.

Sorry, I don't know if it's too soon.

I'm glad you're doing better, darling. Don't push yourself, go on your time, it's still too early to stay in your grandma's place, I get it, so, you should wait a bit more, then go again next year, or whenever you feel psychologically ready.

Oh? You're single? I'm overjoyed, sorry.

If you ever feel like dating again, ready to get involved with someone in a personal level beyond sex plus with crazily good sex, consider me first, please. Though, if it's just sex, and you find yourself craving for someone like crazy, I won't mind.

I wish I could see you know, I bet your hot as hell.

I'll probably dream with how I imagine you.

It'll definitely be a nasty and naughty dream, one in which I may fuck you like I've been craving to, and make you cum on my mouth so I could taste you.

I wonder if you re-read the email of my confession when you're feeling naughty and alone, if you touch yourself thinking of me, like I do thinking of you.

I get painfully hard just with the thought of you.

I'll probably imagine us both as the protagonists of all the books you recommended to me.

Yes, the pizza is made by me. I'm amazing at cooking, remember? I love pizza, I learned it when I was 12, I think. I wanted to impress my school crush in a stupid cooking championship her class was evaluating, since she's Italian. Now she's my boss, how funny this world can be, uh?

Fate made so I would mistake the emails, so I would be able to meet you like this and have you in my life, to fall in love with you like this.

Don't reply to this, please, but I have to say it.

I love you, P.

I love you so much it hurts.

Even if you don't love me, I still love you.

I still mean every word I said back in 2020.

I may have a crush on my boss, but you are the one I love, you have my heart, it's yours, it's not mine anymore, so there's no need to give it back to me.

I love you 3000.

I wish you a lovely 2023.

Yours,

- A ❤️