Is this freedom?

Gathering feelings

Raking thoughts out of the dirt

Madness found myself to flirt

Working hard from the winnings

Good deed brings

Blessed and cherished

Misused

Abused

Yeah, only time will tell

So well, still hopes thrown

On the wishing well

Unable to feel

Brought down to my feet

Defeated

Hopes alliterated

My faith fornicated

Broke the rules

Broke the chains

Is this freedom?