Vampire Diaries 11: I Am Not Yours

"Should I carry you into the bed?"

"What did... did you say?"

I ask him while we're both breathing heavily. Jack put his finger on my lips. His eyes look calm and happy as he smiles sweetly at me.

He said, "I've been longing tor this," Jack touches my lips, down to my neck. I can feel like he's truly nostalgic and wistful.

"Wha... what are you... planning to do?! I... remember that Valmer will come sooner or later, right?"

I touch his chest and thinking to push him away but he is too fast to read what is in my mind. Jack holds my wrist so tight and carries me as if I am his bride. I am surprised and nervous when he abruptly sealed me with a kiss.

My heart beats so fast that I can't explain why. The moment I open my eyes, I see someone's face. Out of the blue, I murmur his name while looking intently into his eyes. "Drake,"  

"Drake? Who's Drake, Thalia?!"

I am terrified of his voice. Any moment, his warm eyes will turn red and will burn on fire that I need to avoid.

The only way that will calm him down is...

"Forget it, Jack. I'm here for you and I will never leave your side no matter what."

"You really know how to calm me down."

Jack look into my eyes and for the nth time, I tasted his pale yet, sweet lips. I don't understand why I did suddenly remember his name and his serious face?

Who are you, Drake?

I wanted to ask somebody about him but I can't escape from the Vampire King's grandiose room. Jack owns me like I am just a simple thing to be possessed by someone like him!

I want to live my life as a Vampire in a simple way! But it seems like fate is challenging me and putting me into a situation that no one can run away.

I thought he will be upset and allow me to leave him for the meantime, but he carries me into the soft couch. 

He's smirking on me until Jack lay me gently. I feel nervous especially when I see that he's on the top of me. "Don't worry, I'm not that kind of heavy man."

He read my mind!

He knows everything in my thoughts.

That's why I choose to be quiet and wait for him. I know the real Thalia was once a wild and easy go lucky Vampire who only knows desires and needs.

However, I feel something grasping on my lower back. A warm and profound hand, squeezing my baby fats.

"Wha... what are you doing? Ummm, Ja–Jack!"

"I've been waiting for this moment, but you were missing in action after the incidents." He replied while squeezing my weak arms.

I gave him a sweet smile and looks at his face for a minute.

Jack is too handsome. He looks like a Prince of the nearby Kingdom but, I like someone else than him.

To finish my business with the Vampire King. I look down at his simple shirt with a collar. There are no buttons that's why I stretch my arm to reach the end of it.

Without hesitation, I bite my lip and take off his shirt. Until Jack kiss me as if there will be no tomorrow anymore.

Warmth and tenderness embraced my soul as I feel his tongue moving inside.

I am unaware and naive regarding kissing someone whom I've met, weeks ago.

But, Thalia's body helps me to overcome the situation. She taught me how to handle things until I find myself, kissing him back.

"Ugh!"

"Shh. Don't be too loud, Thalia. Valmer will be disheartened if he heard us from the door!"

Jack gives me a satirical laugh and wink at me.

Gently, he takes off my shirt and bites his lips upon seeing my half-naked body. He gulps for countless times and whispered, "You are mine, Thalia. You are only mine!"

I moaned when he leaves kisses from my neck down to my chest. Both of them were gasping and breathing heavily but none of us dared to say a single word.

Jack's hand sauntered into my back. I sniff as I know that his trying to unclasp the small clothing covering my chest.

He said, "I can't unclasp it! Can you help me?"

I burst into a peal of loud laughter upon hearing it. I can't explain what I truly feel at the moment but, Jack cups my bosom without asking my permission.

Abruptly, I push him away and exclaimed. "What are you doing?! Wh–why are you cupping my br–bre–"

"You look surprised! And why would I ask you a permission? Come on, Thalia!"

Jack kiss me again but I do the same thing as earlier.

I replied, "Sooner or later, they will be here! It will be embarrassing if they'll see us almost naked."

Without waiting for his answer, I sit on the couch and wear my shirt.

"See you later! Emilia is waiting for me."

I stand and looks at him. But he remains quiet and touching his nape.

Jack is disappointed but I am not the Thalia he knew. I am Thalia, the Princess of the Phoenix Clan. Unfortunately, I died in a battle.

"Try to leave, and you will see what I can capable of."

I stop from pulling the door when he warns me. I turn my back and unbelievably replied, "What? And who are you to tell me what I'm supposed to do? This is my life Jack and you have nothing to do with me!"

I touch the door and pulls it hard until someone scratches my back.

I scream so loud as I feel the pain on my back. "Ahhh!"

"You are mine, Thalia! And I don't allow anyone to steal you from me! Never and will never be!"

"I am not yours, Jack! And I will do everything to end your ambitions and desires!"

I will never hesitate to fight and protect myself from anyone who will hurt me. Never again.

However, Jack grabs my arm and grasp it tightly which makes me clamoured out of fear. "Let me go! I don't want to see you, Jack!"

As I tell those words, he clenches his jaw and fists.

I don't understand why he's after me. I am an ordinary Vampire but the Vampire King needed me so much.

"Leave me or I will kill your parents!"

I know he's only threatening me but I am not afraid as they are not my biological parents.

I looks intently into his eyes and replied, "Do it and you will never see me, even my shadow."