Secret

When Dorin had told me that Gin wanted to know where I've been getting money, I panicked a little. But I've got a plan. I can't just tell her that I'm the son of the head Gang in Puebla, my father.. as everyone knew him he was Monster. I'm not ashamed why would I be, I would admire him. His strength and his good attitude towards those who were less. Then he met my mother... the son of a whore. When he laid eyes on her he knew that she would be something special.

Gin.. I love you and I want you to know I'm willing to do anything for you. I don't want to lose you for anything or anyone. I will fight for you.

As it was becoming noon I kept thinking what could I tell her, what would be her reaction if I did tell her the truth. Getting up from my leather chair I look out the window watching below as some of the guys were killing some guy. Then i got it, I'd pretend to be a waiter in my own restaurant. It's not the bed but its something better than being a hit man. I texted her that she could come over to my restaurant dressed nicely as I started to get excited.

"Dorin!" I yelled out for him as he looked up at me from the ground. He killed the man on the floor, I raised his brow as he was smoking his cigarette. I mostion my hand for him to come up in my room, he nodded and threw his cigarette on the man as he was already dumped in gasoline. The way he lit up was so exciting his body burning as I waited for Dorin to come.

I walked in circles as I wondered what would I do if, she found out about me. As I heard a knock on my door Dorim came walking in, he looked tired and drained. "What the fuck is up with you?" I asked him as I started to pour us some whiskey he came sat on the couch as he took the cup I handed to him. "I've been all over the place that's why I look like this the fuck." He chugged that down quick as he sighed after looking at him closely you could see bags under his eyes and he looked pale.

"You need a doctor dumb fuck." I sat besides him as I he looked at me then at the floor. "I don't need anything... I'm fine."

He put the cup down on the stand next to him. "You don't look well." I put my cup down as well as I kept looking at him serious. "I'll just take some pills." He got up and stretched a bit. Je then looked at me, "what do you call me for?" He asked as he walked over the the window pulling out a cigarette.

I got up and stood next to him. "I just need your help with something, its nothing to over the top." I smiled at him and patted his back. "Sure, I've got nothing else to do today." He smiled then walked out the room as he left me with a worried feeling. He looks different..

I asked for a car as I grabbed all the things I needed to look the part of a waiter. As I walked down the stairs, Gin was texting me as I felt a smile on my face get wide. She had sent me a picture of her in a sexy lingerie. I was getting truned on just by seeing it. I told the driver to rush to the restaurant as I tryed to think of something else, but my boner just seemed to get even bigger. "Fuck.." I whispered to myself. When we got there I ran to the bathroom and locked the door as I locked myself in a stall and looked at her picture as I came thinking about her. When she called me that she came I panicked I havent changed yet, I'll just up some lie. "Hey.. um can you come to the men's bathroom?" I asked still hard just by hearing her voice and thinking about her picture.

She knocked as I peeked it was her in a beautiful red tight short dress. I dragged her in, she saw that I was hard, her face truned bright red and I pushed her over the sink and rammed my dick inside her feeling a little wet it was enough for me. I needed her to be with me. I needed to be inside her. That all I wanted, once I noticed she came over my dick she had such a delicious face, that I kept going harder and faster hearing her moans eco though the room it was a delight noise, I pulled her hair, kissed her neck  and I kept plowing into her even deeper feeling her tight walls, I couldn't help but to cum inside. We both panted heavily as I had the woman I love and fucked the living shit outta of. She looked at me as I kissed her cheek gently. "You have me this crazy each time I see you, hear and touch you." She blushed as I said, i just felt happy of having her with me. The feeling u get with her is everything I want and desire.

We both came out she was embarrased and I was just happy. She went to sat down as I went to the kitchen to order her mac and cheese with some mashed potatoes and a bit of chicken. I came as he fixed her hair she was in a beautiful spot light getting herself fixed when she's always perfect. I walked behind her and covered her eyes, as he smiled I kissed her head then sat across from her.

"You look so beautiful." She smiled then looked at me with her pretty big brown eyes her black coal hair was sitting over her golden brown skin. She is the most beautiful girl I've ever seen.

Our food came but I just watched her eat. She looked so happy eating her favorite meal. I tryed everything to learn everything about her. We talked and talked for ours as I could see sprackles in her eyes every time she looked at me. I didn't want to let her go for anything in the world. I just wanted her to be by my side as long as it takes. I grabbed her hand as i pulled her to the dance floor she got closer to me I could hear my heartbeat running. Holding her close to me was enough as we slow danced to some soft piano music. She looker up at me and smiled as we shared a passionate loving kiss.

After he had a beautiful night I wanted to stay with her all night, but I had some plans at the Titanic. I dropped her off and wished her a good night, as I did I left stright ti the Titanic annoyed, as I wanted to stay with Gin. I parked my motor in my usual spot as I walked inside lighting up a cigarette as I went up the stairs to see Dorin and some other guys. I sat next to them seeing they were drinking and watching some girls dance in front of then. Dorin seemed to be less interested. I pulled him aside as I looked at him. He still kept looking pale. "Your not good, you need a doctor." I worried for him as he just looked aside, he's not going to listen to me.. Gin. It's dark but it's better than nothing. I walked to the bathroom as I called her, she was still up. Beautiful.  When I told her what was going on with Dorin she was surprised and worried, she asked me how I knew him but I'd tell her later.

As I kept a watchful eye on Dorin he just kept drinking. And watching some girls dance with dead tired eyes. Gin had texted me that she made it, she was downstairs that the secretary wasn't letting her go. I got up and went down the stairs seeing her in some light grey ripped Jean's and a crop top just a simple color, she looked so sexy. I brought up with me as everyone saw me take her hand as we walked upstairs.

When she started to look around she saw Dorin on the couch smoking and drinking. She had such a disappointing look that I never wanted to see. As something caught my eye, I told her I'd be back.

When Lukas left I didn't care, I was more worried about Dorin. He looked more different than before. He looked like he let go of himself, I sat next to him as he looked at me surprised then looked down in shame.  I took his cigarette away as well as his cup. He looked at me then put his head on my shoulder. "I'm not well." He said in such a tired voice. The way he sounded i knew that he wasn't well even over this loud music, I got up pulling him to me as we walked  down the stairs at the bottom waiting was Vale i had called him just in case something happened and i could use his help.. well his car. Vale helped me as he put his arm around him as we walked outside to his car i went back inside to look for Lukas when i went upstairs there, i saw a girl over him pressing her lips against his, i felt my heart stop beating for a second and my mind went blanck.. for some reason it remined me of David how i went to visit him for a surpise and he kissed some other girl.. but this time I didn;t how to react as i saw his arm's go around her wasit. I bit my lip hard as he pulled back he saw me.. he pushed her off as i ran downstairs crying. "Gin it's not what it looks like!" He yelled out to me as i could hear a crack in his voice. I ignored him as i kept going he grabbed me by my arm as i truned to face him tears over flowing. "Yeah that your tounge was down that girl's throat! ....To think that you might have been different..." As i pushed him away while i kept crying people started to notice and i could give less of a fuck about it. "Let's go, I'll tell you all about this later.." Lukas got closer as i slapped him. "There's nothing to talk about I see that your just someone that's not really worth my time." As i said that i felt my heart sink in my chest as i thought that something would be different, that i wouln't go though this crap again. When i made it outside Vale wass already waiting for me in the care as Dorin was asleep. 

Vale saw that i came out vrying as i tryed my best wiping my tears away. "Gin!" I heard Lukas was coming after me.. as i didn'y have the courge to face him i didn't want to see him i didn't want to hear anything about him, but at the same time i wanted him to hold me tight, Vale came out of the car quickly as he saw that Lukas tryed to come after me. He pulled me behind him as Lukas tryed getting to me. "What the fuck have you done?!" Vale his voice seemed so angry and scary that I didn't want to hear what was going on. "Just let me talk to her that alll. Let me talk to her." Lukas's voice seemed to grow even thicker, but Vale never moves as he heard my crying behind him.  "What she need's is guy's like you out of her life, she doesn't need bullshit like this." Vale brought me to his arms as i cryed even more. "What the fuck would you know what she need's!" Lukas started to yell at him as Vale mostioned me to get inside the car as i did, Vale started to yell at him back hearing the words that i thought i wouldn't hear somehwere in my life. "Because I've been there each time she get's hurt by some asshole like you! That only use her for their need's like she's some toy! I've been there for each time she cryed when she need a shoulder to lean on, for her! I never needed anything from her, just to see her happy was the only thing i wanted to see. But as always some fucking asshole like you have to show up and ruin everything!" As he kept going I felt my heart get heavier as Lukas punched him in the face pushing Vale on the ground. I locked the doors quick as Lukas looked at me with an expression that I have seen before.. but on me. Lukas kept banging on the windows and trying to open the door, Vale pulled him back as they both fell to the floor fighting, I felty so helpless that i couldn't do anything to help him.  They kept fighting as another man in a black suit came to break them apart. "Lukas what the fuck are you doing?!" The man in the suit started to yell at Lukas they seemed to know eacher other by the tone of his voice. Vale got up and ran towards us, as Lukas saw he tryed to run after Vale but kept being stopped by that man. "Are you an idoit, someone can just come and beat his ass for you, no need to get you hands dirty stupid asshole. !" He kept yelling at Lukas as his face was dripping from blood.. someone can do his beding..? What..? Vale came inside as he started the car and truned the headlight's on as they pointed at Lukas and that man.. they just stared at us.. as Lukas blood kept flowing out onto the man's suit. Vale hit the gas as we left them and went back to my place, we helped Dorin onto my brother's bed as i took Vale to my room and got the first aid kit out, i couldn't help but to keep crying my best friend that kept taking care of me while i was broken to time and time.. he was here to  help with anything i needed. He knew me better than i knew me. "Hey.. don't cry.. I'd take a bullet for you any day to come and save you." He smiled as his blood dripped on my floor, i kept crying not knowing how to stop my tears. He patted my head gently as he looked at me with a checky smile. The look on his face was so gently even from the bleeding it felt nice and calming. I kept cleaning his face. After a few hours of talking he fell asleep, i went to check on Dorin as we looked more clamed i checked his tempeture, he seemed to be more warmer than he was when we picked him up, i smiled seeing his face calmed getting his color back to normal. 

When i woke up I was in my mother's room, there was a smell in the air that was just so yummy. When i got out, i went to check on the boy's, they were gone! I ran downstiars as i saw them both laughing along with my mom. "Good morning sleepy head!" Vale smiled as he dranked his water, "good moring mija." My mom smiled as she hugged me tightly in her warm arm's. i smiled as i saw doring coming out of the bathroom, he seemed better. He seemed more alive. I sat down next to my mom as Dorin joined us and started to eat. "This is nice.." I thought to myself as my world began to get life again.. i forgot how nice it felt when you fell there was always at least someone to pick you back up again. The feeling of joy an happieness but being alone and free with friends and family. "I've made up my mind.." as everyone truned to face me, I realized that i said it out loud and stuffed bread in my mouth. 

As the time went by i kept getting more and more phone calls and text's from Lukas as he kept begging just to hear from me. I know i probly over reacted the least i could do is hear what happened but i didn't want to! I saw what happened and that doesn't change that he cheated.. When i got to my friend's house they were happy to see me again, Alondra was still her as she shared the gossip that i didn't know about or cared for.. Ana was still going out with that guy.. Paola still had pretty curls as always. Once i left it felt better.. I didn't really care of gossip, that's why i always hanged out with guys. Beacuse i just wanted to laugh. When i went to walk around the park it felt nice being free I forgot how nice it is to be alone and free like this. I'd rather be alone than having a broken heart.