What a night

I'm falling

And i don't even want to stop

When i hit the ground

I'll lay there

I look up at the light

I'll stare at the people who look down

And I'll just lay there

I don't want to climb

Not anymore

Not ever

I stopped caring all over again

What do I do?

I hate it

I hate it

I hate it so much

I'm an awful person

Shitty friend

And I'm tired

I want to sleep forever not die

I want sleep

I'm sick of staying up all night

Just me and my thoughts

I hate how they yell in my head

I hate how my eyes water

I can't handle anything

Why won't help me

I'm begging at this point

Help me or blow my brains out

I don't know

How much longer I can take this

I can't do it anymore

I'm no good

I just want a break

So I'll lay there

In that pit

Watching the sky turn to night and day

Watching the clouds and stars

Come and go

But I know someone

Will ask me to come up

And I'll do it

Just for them

Just to feel useful for once

Before it hits me

That I'm falling