Confessions & Blessings

Abijahs POV

(Dreaming)

I was still in the park laying on my blanket, all alone. I started singing songs that reminded me of Beta Shawn. And these are the main ones that popped up in my mind: That Guy by Tori Amos, How Can I Ease The Pain by Lisa Fischer, Ex-Factor by Lauryn Hill, The Wilhelm Scream by James Blake, Scared by Ashanti and Emotional Rollercoaster by Vivian Green and I sang them over and over again until I drifted off to sleep.

I am awoken by warm breath blowing on my face. I open my eyes to see that dark chocolate wolf from before! I was so happy to see him again! He was looking down at me with a sad expression, when I heard him say in my mind,

"Abijah, my dear sweet friend, I'm so, so sorry I didn't protect you, from that Goddess forsaken Beta!"

He bends down licking my left hand and reached out with his huge warm paw laying it on my hand gently. I squeeze it gently to show my appreciation. His eyebrows rose happily surprised then he closed his eyes tight for a few seconds. Opening them he blew out a warm breath, and I seen a smoky white light emit from his mouth, kinda like your breath on a cool winter morning and it engulfed me fully! I immediately hear a loud cracking noise and feel my bones mending themselves. And my skin healing along with all the other parts of my body that was damaged by Shawn. My whole being felt tingly and warm, it was such a peaceful, comforting feeling! It feels like I was never harmed! All the pain, cuts, scrapes and bruises were all gone! Did this wolf heal me?! I had to thank him, I just HAD too! "Thank you so much!" I exclaimed! He gave me a wolfy grin, his tongue sticking out.

(Dreaming Ends)

I opened my eyes to see Zavier holding my hand standing where the wolf in my dream just was.. "Hey Zavier.." I say and my throat is super dry. He shakes his head slowly his eyes dark brown eyes twinkling and smiles, "Hello, Abijah, I'm Tank and it's a pleasure to meet you." What.. why does he sound like that wolf I just dreamt about? I frowned slightly and why's his voice so deep? And why is he calling himself Tank? This little boy is beyond weird. Then in the corner of my eye I see.. "Toya!" I squeaked excitedly.

She had a puzzled look on her face staring at Zavier.. or Tank. Then she turns to me shocked, "Abie? Abie! Oh thank the Goddess that you're woke!" She waddled her pregnant self over to me quickly embracing me tight. Oh man it was great to see her again! And although Zavier sort of scares me with how he is behaving, it was good to see him too. I eyed him warily while hugging her. After a long time I let her go we we're grinning like crazy. Just ecstatic to see each other. I looked around noticing that I was in a hospital room.

"How long have I been in here?" I ask her while sitting up in the bed, glad to be moving around even if it was just a little bit. I'm bandaged from head to toe almost! I reach over to the bedside table to pour myself some water but couldn't drink it because of the arm cast I was wearing. Toya helped me drink a good amount and set the cup down. She frowned slightly, sitting in a chair before she looked over at me with Zavier standing by her side.

"Since Friday, it's Saturday now. I had went to go check on you because Zavier said that you hadn't been in school all week. And I found Shawn choking you! Thank the Goddess for my son being so vigilant!" She looks over to him lovingly pulling him in for a side hug. He was staring at me intensely. And that's when I noticed his eyes were pitch black! I tensed up my eyes widened, I remember on multiple occasions when Shawn's eyes looked like that.. But I had never seen Zavier's like that, I quickly scooted back against the headboard, my knees to my chest, frightened and panting. He looked very sad at my actions and said,

"Abijah, I will NEVER harm you, please don't be afraid of me." Why's his voice so deep now, what happened to him while I was passed out? "Future Alpha Zavier, what's wrong with your voice?" I ask him curiously, he sounds like a grown ass man! He shook his head slowly,

"Not Zavier, I am his wolf, Tank. And again I am so sorry for what has happened to you, my dear friend. I encouraged Zavier to get you those flowers, because we knew that you would like them. And we would like to get you things that you like. But we had no clue it would lead to you being attacked in such a vicious manner by the Beta!" He looks angry his fists clenched at his sides but then he looked sad, "And for that we are eternally sorry." He says with such a sorrowful face and his shoulders slumped forward, that I wanted to pull him in for a hug and make him feel better. I push myself off the wall and straightened out my legs relaxing a bit. I offer him a kind smile,

"Tank, it's not your fault that Beta Shawn overreacted. He should have never did what he did! But don't blame yourself for the bad actions of another, okay?"

I say softly while looking into his black eyes, it was so weird. But I didn't want him to beat himself up over this, because this was all Shawn's doing! I wanted to lighten the mood so I grinned saying,

"And I completely loved those flowers, they were the most beautiful flowers I've ever gotten in my life! And I thank you for getting them for me. They were absolutely gorgeous and I wish I could have enjoyed them longer, but.." I averted my eyes, frown and pout remembering Shawn throwing them in the trash. They were really exotic and tropical looking flowers.

While I was thinking about the flowers, I hear him say, "It's okay." Then I feel those shocks travel up my thigh to my core as an insane orgasm rips through me! I shook uncontrollably and moaned so long and loud I heard it echo off the ceiling! Whimpering as my head fly back turning from side to side, squirming and my back arches. After awhile I opened my eyes, looked down and seen his hand on my thigh and struggle to move away from him, nearly falling off the bed! Looking at him and panting heavily, he looked sad, maybe because I moved away from him? I'm not sure but I can't believe how just one touch from this boy is that damn powerful! God I'm dizzy! I put my head in my hands pulling my knees to my chest again, hopefully out of his reach.

"Abijah are you are okay?!" Toya asked looking curiously confused, she was standing by now. Crap, she saw that happen?! I guess I need to tell her about these damn shocks or sparks I feel every time he touches me. I take in a deep breath and release it with my gaze landing on her,

"Toya, do you remember when we were at the spa and you were talking about how you always feel those.. sparks with Dee?" She looks curious but nods, "Well, I feel them EVERY TIME that.. Zavier touches me. I've felt them since we've met and they are extremely powerful. They make me feel insanely intense," I peered at Zavier or Tank, then back to her shrinking into myself, "Pleasure, if you catch my drift. That's what just happened to me. I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner.." I breathe out lowering my head, ashamed. She gasped her eyes bulge then yell in disbelief at me,

"ARE YOU SERIOUS!?"

I nod and we heard a knock at the door and turn to see some doctor poke his head in. "May I?" He asks. She nods and he enters the room, "It's a Goddessend to see you doing so well Ms. Nichols, hello I'm Dr. McBain can I check your vitals please?" He asks politely, I nod and he proceeds. After all of his checks he steps back and says,

"I'll like to run a few more tests and keep you overnight just to be on the safe side. Also we can take all of these bandages off you as I'm sure they are quite uncomfortable." He says grinning then shakes his head in awe, "I thought it would take awhile before you would be up and functional again. But it seems that a miracle has taken place here, I am shocked to say the least!" He looks so bewildered. I smile about to thank him when Tank says,

"She is my good friend and I simply prayed to my Mother to heal her." He looks at me with such love and affection. My heart sped up a beat and my breath caught in my throat. I was stunned, he asked his Mother to heal me?! Whoa! I was overcome with gratitude and feel tears pooling in my eyes. I wanted to give him a hug but I already knew what that would do to me so I just say, "Thank you, Tank and thank you also Toya. I'm very blessed to have y'all as friends!"

Toya looks like, 'He hasn't asked me anything!' Looking towards Tank. Tank shakes his head and smiles, "No, My Mother is the Moon Goddess and she healed you."

Wow he prayed to a Goddess for me!? I'm speechless.. Toya blinks surprised and says "Well all Praises be to the Moon Goddess!" The guys followed suit, then Tank says, "I'll speak with you later Abijah. Zavier would like to talk to you." He smiles and I see the obsidian transform into those beautiful bright brown eyes of Zavier!

"Hey Ms. J, I want to invite you to be my guest of honor at my birthday party next Saturday?" He asks grinning hopeful, I couldn't say no, I nod and smile, "Of course I would love to Future Alpha Zavier. How are you?" I ask him, he grins wider, "I'm great now that you are okay Ms. J!"

Dr. McBain says he needs to take me to have my bandages removed and to run my plethora of tests. So I bid Toya and Zavier farewell and Toya says, "We'll talk later." She says as she hugs me and I nod asking her to hug Zavier for me since I can't do it myself. They leave and it's almost 5pm when I am returned to my room. I'm exhausted and was looking forward to taking a shower before I eat dinner. But before I can get out of bed I hear a knock at the door,

"Come in!" I call and in walks Beta Shawn! I'm so terrified to see him that I literally piss on myself, gasping and trembling from head to toe and that ^FEAR^ hits me like a truck! Tears start running down my face instantly and I can only whisper, "I know.. I know who got me the flowers!" I say holding my shaking hands out in front of me in a defensive manner. He looks shocked and says,

"I know baby, I found out who it was too and I am so sorry sweetness!" What.. he's sorry..! Oh my there is a GOD!