HeartBreak - Broken and Scarred Girl

I knew from the start

I wouldn't play the part

The girl he wanted

I wasn't his type

I fooled myself into

Thinking I had a chance

Thinking I was different.

I should've known

I shouldn't have tried

Why did I let myself

Fall for him

It wasn't my time

To find love

To be loved in that way

I move on again

Another day

Another heart break

He stopped me from realizing

The lonely I was

In the cold world

Of the broken and scarred girl

Now alone again

At least i still have him as a friend

That's what I'll tell myself to get through

tonight

My sanity, I hold on tight

Alone again another day

Not even with anyone to celebrate my birthday.

I'll spend another day in a hotel alone

Shivering from the cold.

Not the cold outside in these August nights

But the cold in my soul

Ready to take flight

Sitting useless in the shell

Forever more tormented in this hell

Never feeling good enough

Never feeling wanted

By family

By friends

Not even myself

But that's okay

That's the part I play

I'm used to that

That's just the facts

Heart broken

But a smile on my face I'll hold

Maybe it will warm me from the cold

The cold of this world

The world of the broken and scarred girl.