Back To School Scarlet

Well I have to do what needs to be done and hello hell. I love him more then anything but I need to do this for us to have a better life together and much more then that but to make our dreams into reality and then some and to have a wedding of our dreams and plan big for every event in our life.

I am sitting at our table and I see him walk over I asked Willstone if I could talk to him without an audience around. The first thing that I say is you know I love you and I don't want to do this but I need to focus on my books so we can have more then a better life one that doesn't make you do everything and anything by yourself but you would have more then help but for right now I think we need to break up. Willstone was more then upset and heart broken and I know I could feel his emotions and his heart break.

I felt so bad I cried during most of my classes. When it was lunch time I knew something was more then wrong and not ok. My so called best friend asked him out he said yes I felt like I was going to shatter into a billion little pieces I was pissed the fuck off and angry I yelled I cussed I screamed she said she would break up with him but it still didn't cover the fact that I had felt betrayed not only her as a best friend but also betrayed by the person I was and am in love with.

At the end of the school day they broke up did it make me feel better fuck no hell no are you kidding me. Willstone knew me more then anyone I shared my ice cold black heart that isn't beating but it sure feels like it when I am with him. I shared my dreams my wishes my everything and anything that was close and what I had hold dear to me. I was pissed off.