This is a new book that is coming in the year 2022.
This is just a sneak-peek into chapters 1 and 2 of book two...
Note: Hope you enjoy
Growing up with only a father on top of the fact that he is a leader of a gang. Only to have guards around me all the time and I say it gets annoying fast. It also does not help with having friends the only friend I say I have is a kid about the same age as me… maybe a year older. I’m not sure I never get enough time with him to ask and it makes me wonder about what his name is as well.
Dad never tells me much about my mom(his wife) Just that is the most beautiful, kind, stubborn, strong, one of a kind, and that I look like her. She helped him through his rough nights and gets him help. He told me that he did not want or need help at the time but looking back he is grateful that she tried and he did not. At night when I walk by I could hear him crying and saying her name and keeps saying ‘ I should have not left and I’m sorry… I should not left and I’m sorry. It makes me wonder what had happen that night that I was born.
Right now my father and I are arguing over something stupid but I say it is important to me.
“ Why won’t you tell me about what happened before I was born?”
“Because I keep you safe for as long as I can… I love you, baby girl, you’re the only thing I have left besides the gang I hate to lose you like how I lost your mom a part of me died that night.”
“So she died I thought she abandoned us.”
He froze mumbled something under his breath.
“Go to your room now”
“Fine but I will figure out what happened to her” Turning away into my room not knowing someone was watching me from afar.
Hearing my door move I replied “No Lukas right now is not the time “
“ Last time I check Lukas did not help to make you or is the boss.”
Whipping my head so fast that I thought my neck was going to break. My father standing there weak if you were a stranger you see him for the first time you think he is tough and heartless but in fact, he is the opposite.
“I’m not making the same mistake I did with your mom. I am here to tell you from my point of view of what happened that night. After all, you’re my daughter, you deserve to know what happens.”
“Thank you, daddy, I’m sorry you have to relive it again.”
“ It is okay baby girl it’s been years it’s about time I share before I go insane and lose you as well.” We got comfy on my bed.
“ That night it started great but things went south later on in the night which lead to a big fight between your mother and me. I was stupid and cocky thinking I was right and your mom was wrong. Things were said between us I wish I could take back and I’m sure she felt the same way.” Sticking his index finger up and said ”And no I don’t remember what I said.”
“ Okay,” I said and he simply chuckled
“ I slam the door and left and I instantly felt something wrong but chose to ignore it. Grabbing me keys to go for a drive instead of destroying things because it would become dangerous for your mother especially if she carrying you and fall it would be not pretty. As I drove around I was calming down. The other sign telling me something was wrong that my phone was going off repeatedly but at the moment I was still pissed so I put it on don’t disturb but. Like I said I calmed down and went to the nearest flower shop and a store that was still open because that fight made me realized more than ever I wanted her to be my wife so I got my gift, her favorite flowers, and ring in a box. And drove back to the place thinking of ways to make it up to her. Also how to propose to her, after all, she cares about me and my crew. I knew if something happens they do what they can to protect her and so would her now that she was carrying my baby. Hey, Can you get me, water baby? I am thirsty.”
“ Okay, dad I will be right back.” Patting his right shoulder then going into the kitchen to reach for a glass. After struggling for two minutes I filled it with cold water I started to think about the information I got so far dang I may have not been there physically yet but I am already worried about my mom from the sound of it. I mean I understand my dad when you’re mad you don’t realize what you did until either you calm down or did something wrong. I’m 18 now it’s hard to imagine he kept that in and it explains when some of the crew quits, take some time off, some look sad, and keep saying ‘ I’m sorry I tried’
I returned to him with his water “ Here you go, dad.”
“ Thank you, baby girl” took a big gulp “Ahh that helped now... Where was I at?”
“ About mom carrying me in her belly and that you were walking into the house.”
“Oh yeah thanks, baby… Back to what I was saying as I was opening the door something was completely odd and felt really wrong. I thought I was paranoid again because at the time I was feeling like that a lot. So I walked further into the house and everything looked in place even the food but when I looked behind the counter I saw our chef on the floor pale and blood around him.