“Suzanne Marie”—it been years since she used my middle name—”of course I was hurt when I first spoke to Kerry’s mom and at first I thought she was intending to hurt me, to gloat over having won you and taken you from me.” She brushed away my attempt to respond.
“I thought that. And I thought that after I met the woman a few days ago. But, Suzanne, I then did something I too rarely have done in recent years. I talked to God and understood. That’s when I reached out again to Kerry’s mother, Eileen, and told her what happened to me and only then would she let me meet Kerry and only when I convinced Kerry that I could be…that I am fully committed to you did she let me see you.
“The funny thing is that it has not been that hard to do, this whole loving-you-for-who-you-are thing. It is not loving-you-despite-who-you-are. I now see that that’s not love at all.”