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"You're not wrong, Sean. I know very well what you mean by doing something like that. As a cousin, as someone closest to him, it would be excruciating to see those closest to us commit such heinous acts. You know. Fate will find its way. If the ending we get will be bad, we must bear it together. We promised to be together forever, right?" said Marvin later. Sean nodded his head, and then he smiled sweetly. He took a deep breath and couldn't even say anything else. Yes, Sean knows very well if this is wrong, and maybe it can't be controlled and can't be blamed. She had promised to be by Nicholas' side no matter what.

"There's a lot to go through. We have to enjoy a lot before the end comes before things can get any better. Can we be the three of us and be together until the end forever?" said Sean. Marvin also nodded at Sean's words, and then both smiled crookedly.

The end of today? of course, all that will happen? Of course, they will come, though they do not know when the end will come. It even made them think that all good things might be of no use now. Marvin sighed again. A fantasy about the future will also not always come true. And hopefully, a happy ending that is very unlikely to happen will come, though who knows when. They also hope that they will stop doing evil and become a good person for good if they stop. Because it feels, they are also at the point of saturation and tired, the point where they already feel if possible, they better give up. Surrendering is what they want to do so that at least they stop pretending and keep running from pursuits that they don't deserve. Again, they looked at each other wordlessly but as if they understood each other now.