7. Making a decision

After I entered his room he was making coffee for himself and he asked me if I wanted and I agreed. There were many books in the room and then he made me lie on the slate that people sit on in the movies when they go to psychiatrists and we started talking and I found him talking about himself and to make me relax and I knew he was married He has one daughter, Stephanie, and her mother left them when Stephanie was three years old, and she is now seven years old, and he loves her very much. He asked me to speak about myself frankly, and when I was shocked, I found myself answering all his questions frankly, how can I answer like this With a man I don't even know, and I'm a shy and antisocial person, as if I had to tell the truth. His first question to me was why did you agree to leave Mrs. Glory's house? I told him I was happy there but I wanted to find my grandfather so I had to leave and I was afraid that if I lived there longer, their love for me would decrease, since they might not bear my expenses, so I did not want to lose that love and

I wanted to stop talking but my damn tongue didn't want to stop even when I wanted to put my hand on my mouth I couldn't am I completely under his control

What Albert said, why did you stop this part? What is the thing that you do not want to say, or more precisely, what is the thing that you do not want to believe? Finally, my tongue spoke after my useless resistance.

Doctor Gideon's perspective

He will reveal what hinders his thinking. Suddenly his voice rose and he said in a voice as if he was screaming

I was afraid that would be

Their love is not real why

They might like me why they're not like everyone else in school The students keep passing me by and the teachers pretend they don't even know if it happens in front of them And my mom and dad don't care about me and I'm their only son

The two refused to pay attention to me, they hated each other, so each of them refused to take care of me, and they thought that if he took care of me, it would seem as if he was doing a favor to the other, and no one would care when I feel. The boy started crying when he remembered his parents' treatment for him, and after I knew that they had Matta I didn't know how to feel any normal person would cry because if someone dear to you died you would cry but I didn't does that mean I hate them that much or am I a bad son and the person I wanted to ask what to do was my grandfather and suddenly he left So he told me now Good Doctor, why did no one like me, my father, my mother, my neighbors, my schoolmates, or even my teachers, except for Mrs. Glory and my grandfather, no one cared about me at all, what kind of crime did I do to make this happen to me, are there only people born to suffer and why are there other people enjoying watching me suffer???!

I wasn't talented at anything literally at anything people are usually talented at a certain thing even if one thing why am I not There are people who are good at sports and others who are good at studies and others who are good at social relations either I'm not talented at anything I'm just good at exposure to bully and cry

This boy really has a psychological problem caused by the bullying he was subjected to

So Albert, do I understand from your words that you are sad that when you find out that you are at last as good at something as the rest of mankind is to be a murderer do you think you are unlucky in that way and let me make one thing clear I don't care if you become a murderer or not because my job is to help you take Your decision if you want to be a killer I'll support you if you don't I'll support you too so you don't feel compelled to be here I have nothing to do with the family business I'm just a psychiatrist

Albert answered and said, Well, I think you're right, because I've always wished I could be good at something, but I was a little shocked when I found out that the thing was to become a killer.

Finally, his voice returned to normal. It seemed as if he wanted to vent his anger just a little while ago, when he shouted. The frankness serum was really helpful.

Albert continued his speech and said, I want to find my grandfather, but I am reluctant to become a murderer. I am afraid that this will change me into someone I do not want, but at the same time I feel that if I accept, I will find people who really love me. I only came yesterday, but they received me well and they are really nice.

And I feel that if I become a murderer, I will not be bullied anymore, and I will feel the feeling I always wished to feel when he was

I interrupted him and said (self-confidence) Is this the feeling you want to feel?

Albert said yes how did you know I told him my job is to find out your problem by talking to you if Albert what do you want to do you still have a week to decide

He said no, I will not wait a week, I feel as if I wait a week, I will not reach a decision because I have already decided what I will do

I told him, what is your decision?

He said with tears still on his cheeks and a serious look, I will become like my grandfather. I will become a murderer, but in my ways and on my terms.

Albert Diamond's Perspective

After we talked, I knew he gave me something that made me unable to lie. This family really does have weird things, but after thinking about the hell I lived in when I was a kid, if I rejected them now, I'd go back to that hell again without seeing my grandfather again, and I'd be a loser again, and I'd be bullied again. So I will agree, but on my own terms. When I agreed to become a killer, that doctor smiled and laughed as if he already knew my answer.

But he said something surprising to me, since you agreed, there is something you should know. Mr. Yoon asked me to tell you. If you agreed, your parents did not die from the car accident, but were killed, and I think that was the reason for your grandfather's departure. Your memory is anyway, but since you agreed, you should know that we don't know who killed them yet, but the investigation continues

But you have to take care of something else now, which is the hellish training that awaits you. From tomorrow, you will train for two years to become strong enough to help your grandfather.

Although I was shocked that my parents were killed, they did not die because of the accident, but I told him with confidence and firmness

I am ready