6. Dr. Gideon

After I finished talking to Yoon, I tried to sleep yesterday, but of course I couldn't. I feel like my life has turned into a movie. I can't predict the end of it. I have a week to decide, and my decision will determine my future. Of course, I don't want to become a killer. This is a completely inhumane profession, even if someone asked me to Become a killer I would have refused without a second thought no matter what I would get but there are two reasons why I can't refuse first is that my grandfather sent me here and I want to see him again because I have so many questions for him and second that the Zololix family only kills bad people like For criminals, gangsters and others, but the term "murderer" is still difficult for me to accept

But I am sure of one thing that my grandfather would never have done anything bad, I know him very well. He is a very good person, so there is a reason behind his sudden disappearance after the accident, about his past, and about his desire

for me to join the Zololix family.

After spending all night thinking that I didn't feel the time until morning Emily came to wake me that girl with beautiful blue eyes but for some reason she doesn't stop crying after I knock on my door and let her in with tears in her eyes She said it's breakfast time I tried If I'm being nice to her I put my hand on her head and tell her why a nice girl like you would cry so much Did something happen She said I was crying yesterday because Derek and Elijah weren't with us to receive you and cry now because you don't want to stay with us I told her are Derek and Elijah your brothers She said yes Derek is our older brother and Roxy's age while Elijah is in my age

I told her, and who said I don't want to stay? It's just that I'm a little shy and I haven't decided yet what to do I'm also excited to meet Derek and Elijah Can you introduce me to them

I finally found her she stopped crying and she finally smiled and said yes I will take you to them now Then I remembered one important thing that I am a shy and antisocial person and yesterday I would have exploded in embarrassment when the Zololix family introduced themselves to me and now I would have to go through that hell again I really I don't get along with people quickly and I've always been lonely

Because I am shy to look at people's faces, I always had the feeling that if I looked at them they would laugh at me or make fun of me, perhaps this is because of the bullying I was subjected to when I was a child. It made me lose self-confidence, unable to talk to people, and I had a fear of crowded places or when meeting new people, so I felt great when the Zololix family welcomed me so well yesterday.After I went downstairs I found them all waiting for me at the dining table for breakfast and Roxy said let's eat I'm sorry but Derek and Elijah haven't come since yesterday maybe you will meet them later after we finished Yoon asked Eri, Roxy and Emily to take me for a tour of the house

Everything in the house was great and expensive. You feel like you are in the king's palace. The kitchen was like a restaurant, with two waiters and ten tables, a huge swimming pool next to the bathroom, and a gym next to the dining hall. It was very nice. It took us about two hours for the tour, then we went to Yoon in his office. He told me that there was someone I should meet to help me make my decision, and he is a psychiatrist. Yes, a psychiatrist. I was a little surprised when I heard the word, but after thinking, I always wanted to go to a psychiatrist. I wanted someone to understand me, even Mrs. Glory. She took good care of me and saved me from bullying, but she didn't. Understand what bullying caused me not only physically but psychologically was the biggest problem so it might not be a really bad idea

Then Uncle Wilson came again to take me to the psychiatrist, and I entered another hall, which was on the third floor of the palace, and during my tour I saw only the first two floors, so I didn't know anything about the third floor. Albert Doctor Gideon then left me and went and Gideon opened the door and said hello I am your psychiatrist Dr. Gideon Espanuka you can call me Gideon if you want He was dark-skinned and he was smoking and had blue eyes andHe speaks naturally He was not speaking formally like Tom and Alice and Uncle Wilson so I felt a little relieved