I had literally been shaking throughout the entire wedding ceremony. I had barely been able to get half of the words out of my mouth. Honestly, I don't even know why Kyle didn't break it off with me right then and there. I mean, how could he want to marry someone that was so scared to marry him?
OK, in all fairness and honesty, I wasn't afraid to marry him; I was just nervous in general right now. This, all of this, getting married, having a mate, being pregnant, I never expected that I would have any of it. I had given up on that life for myself. And now look at me. In the course of three months, maybe a little more, I had all of it.