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The girl with scars

This story is about a girl who struggles with life. Someone who self harms and has suicidal ideation. Someone who wants to die really bad, can she find meaning in her life? Note that this covers topics that are sensitive to some people. Also I’m not recommending or in anyway encouraging self harm. Self harm can lead to dangerous things and can lead to things you wouldn’t expect. (Cover belongs to me)

Readerfanatic · 青春言情
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Battle against emotions and her mom

The day was going good. Her family was happy but then she had an idea. An idea that was dangerous but in her mind, worth it. She knew how she could get her hands on something to kill herself with. She went through with the idea and got discovered while she was doing it. Her mom yelled at her to get inside the house and she obliged. For she had a plan; though it didn't work. They struggled with each other. The moms hands gripping hard on the girls arm. Enough to where it was a little painful.

They struggled like that, the girl trying to get away from her mom; and her mom trying to restrain her. This lasted for about 30 minutes and finally they got to a conclusion. The girl gave the item away and she settled down on her bed. Trying to calm down but her mom wouldn't let her. She kept on talking which made it hard for the girl to calm down. It was resolved but the next day she felt like an emotional roller coaster. She didn't let it show, she was truly a good actor. She stared resenting her sister even more because of the memories that surfaced that day. Her aunt texted her that she found out that her sister had been put in prison.

This didn't make her feel any better though as she wanted to forget that. 'But it's a waste to forget that. You put in so much hard work to get your sister in prison. Countless stories that you made up. A bunch of evidence you really went all out! Kekeke!'

It was the voices again. She wanted to tell them to shut up but she didn't want to anger herself arguing with them. She went to her cat to pet miku and got lost in thought. 'People are stupid. They say that time is what heals wounds… but what if the wound is not skin deep?'

It was the end of the day and time to go to bed. She was asleep and as always she was haunted by her fears.

*nightmare*

"Why? Why? Why!? Tell me why I have to be here!?" It was a woman speaking. She looked to be maybe 23 years old. There was a girl standing in front of her with an emotionless expression. "H-hahahaha!" The woman laughed crazy like and said "you do know I can revel that you put me here to our family members right?"

"Sister, try and think rationally. Who do you think they will believe? You, or me?" The girl smirked. Just then the family showed up and she looked back at them. She quickly looked back at her sister and saw her smirking. 'This little! She planned this!'

"I didn't know you were so cruel." They all looked at her with disgust. The girl put her head down and thought 'right, that's how Thai world is. The more different you are the more you will be hated. That's how messed up this world is. Ha, I guess I'm not suitable for being loved.'

It doesn’t matter if no one likes you. I believe that you are strong. I believe that you are resilient. I believe that you are a warrior.

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