CONFUSED

"Permission for what?"

"Permission to take all my family to stay there at heavens"

"What?"

"How could I live without you, beasty?"

He hugged me tighter and leaned on me.

"I love you aaranya" "I love you beasty"

He pulled me and kissed my lips. His lips kissed my face and his hands went over every inch of my body. Then, it was another wonderful lustful day.

I opened my eyes. I found lying at the garden. It's almost dusk. Beasty was in deep sleep. I tried to wake him up. But, he didn't wake up. Suddenly, I heard footsteps moving towards my direction. I stood up and moved. I found a woman standing somewhat far away from me. I moved near her, when I went near her, I was very much shocked. She looked exactly like my mother.

"Mom, is you really my mom?"

She smiled at me creepily. Suddenly she turned in to noah.

"Noah, why are you here?"

"How can I forget you aaranya? You told me that I was your first love. Then why did you leave me?"

"What are you blabbering? You don't even exist. How can I love someone who don't even exist"

He smiled at me. "Haha, this is what I'm asking myself aaranya. But I don't care until you love me"

"I'm damn sure that this was a dream, aaranya, wake up, wake up soon"

"You are cute dear"

"Please, stop your nonsense, noah"

He came near me and touched my hair.

"I know you won't believe me now. But, don't worry, I will do something that makes you believe at me. Don't worry aaranya, wait for me, just wait for me, dear"

He pecked my hair and soon he vanished. I slowly opened my eyes. I was still lying at the garden besides atur.

"Beasty, wake up, it's almost dawn. Wake up soon"

He tried hard to open his eyes. "I feel so much tired today aaranya"

"Come on, we should go to home"

We both went to home and slept. But still I was thinking about my dreams. Is it really a dream? What should I do if it is not a dream? Noah is just someone I met at the virtual world. Although I fall for him at first sight, What can I do? He is merely a person like a mirage. He may seem to exist, but he doesn't exist. With wavering thoughts, I closed my eyes and went to deep sleep.

The next morning, "Aaranya, wake up. Wake up"

I slowly opened my eyes by hearing voice of beasty.

"Did you wake up?"

"Yes, beasty"

"Then, give me a kiss"

"No, not now"

"Why?"

"My mouth gonna stink"

"But, I need a kiss"

"No, no beasty"

He pulled me and forcibly gave me a smacked kiss. He licked all over my face like a dog.