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The Demon Goddess: If I can’t have love, I want power

#multiplemc #urban #immortality #demon #villain #smut [the cover is commisioned!!!] “By this, you are hereby declared to be reborn as a kind and beautiful girl for the fifteenth time," the judge pronounced the final judgment on Elara Olivia Sullivan's life. "I object!" Elara retorted firmly. Having already experienced fourteen lifetimes as a kind and beautiful girl in the mortal realm, Elara had yet to find happiness. Instead, her existence was riddled with suffering and betrayal. While in the realm of spirits, she regained all memories from her past lives – memories that were not of joy, but of anguish. Pain, an ever-present companion, had etched itself into her very essence. Betrayal. Deceit. Promises made without an ounce of intention to fulfill them. With each cycle of rebirth, she had endured the weight of these burdens, her heart becoming a repository of scars that spanned across ages. "I yearn for something different, something powerful." disclaimer: - 18+ above, please be wise - explicit content will be cautioned at the begginingbof chapter - the cover is commissioned

Tizzz · 奇幻
分數不夠
48 Chs

Taunting, Tormenting, and Tearimg Apart

Malphas, privy to Viktor's inner turmoil, continued to manipulate him with a malevolent smile that seemed to stretch across dimensions.

"Fear not, my child. Embrace the darkness within you. Let me show you the true extent of the satisfaction you crave."

As the night unfolded around them, Viktor's doubts deepened, and he found himself ensnared in the labyrinthine corridors of his own conflicted emotions.

Beneath the eerie, moonlit glow, he walked a treacherous path fraught with moral ambiguity, guided by a malevolent force that reveled in the darkest corners of human nature, all while the haunting echoes of his inner turmoil resounded through the night.

***

The night was a shroud cloaking Viktor's battle against his own bottled-up guilt and regret. Woven amid the threadwork of his thoughts was a spotlight on the innate goodness that lay embedded in the fabric of human nature.

Somewhere in the depths of his tormented conscience, Viktor groped for the threads of his benevolent self, trying to unravel his past choices.

The remorse over his vengeful pursuit against Emilia and Jansen was now a noose that tightened with each passing moment.

Five days had slipped away since the ghastly incident, each passing halcyon sunrise and tranquil sunset whispering admonitions into Viktor's ears, effectively feeding his burgeoning guilt.

His attempt to disregard the incident yielded a more vehement assertion of Malphas' puppeteer-like control over him.

It was as though the demon had started prodding at the raw wounds of Viktor's consciousness, repeatedly reminding him that his sins weren't transient scars but permanent tattoos on his soul.

*"Pity, isn't it?"* The derisive note in Malphas' voice cascaded across Viktor's thoughts, snapping him out of his introspection.

*"Striving to live a mundane life after striding down the path of darkness doesn't make you less of a sinner. Moreover, in front of a monster like me, who has traversed the contours of countless human minds."*

Malphas, hovering in front of Viktor, was an intimidating silhouette against the backdrop of the moonlit sky.

His words pierced Viktor's conscience like a shard of ice — clear and cold. The mere thought of a demonic entity nestled within the inner sanctum of human consciousness was enough to send shivers down Viktor's spine.

As he grappled with the unsettling notion, Malphas' words seemed to latch onto Viktor's turbulent mind, exerting an even more profound effect on his already befuddled state.

The demon had a unique viewpoint, polished by eons of observing and interacting with human psyche throughout centuries of existence.

These insights invigorated Malphas' understanding and manipulative prowess over mankind, providing him a panoramic view into man's complexities.

Framed within this viewpoint, Viktor resembled a character written into existence by the twisted imagination of an insane playwright.

His actions, thoughts, emotions — everything felt like figments projected onto the theatrics of Malphas' masterful orchestration.

Embroiled in severe internal conflict, Viktor found himself under the vile spell of malicious manipulation.

Malphas' words were a haunting refrain echoing endlessly in the chambers of his consciousness. His attempts to seek solace in normalcy soon folded into the vicious cycle of self-reproach, a testament to the monster that loomed in his shadow.

Glimmers of his earlier life seemed like a mirage, swallowed by the turbulent sea of regret. Viktor's clash with his cruel reality was a bitter reminder of his transformation into a puppet dancing to the demonic puppeteer's jarring symphony.

Stripped of control, Viktor could merely function as a spectator in his own life, bearing witness to the monstrous persona that threatened to eclipse his original self.

His conscience was teetering at the precipice of sanity, and every word from Malphas' lips pushed him further over the ominous edge.

The justice he had sought for his pain now reeked of sin, turning his attempts at atonement into a dance with despair.

Engulfed by a bitter cold that had seeped deep into his bones, Viktor listened to Malphas' mocking voice mixing with the chilling night air's whispers.

He stood alone, teetering on the edge of his disintegrating innocence, which was being ruthlessly scraped away by every ticking second.

Settling his outstanding boarding house rent and daily living expenses had surged to the forefront of Viktor's priorities.

He found his port in the storm at a small restaurant nestled close to the campus, an ideal escape from the dark tapestry his life had been woven into.

There, dressed in a waiter's uniform, he catered to customers with a polite distraction, the ticking time bomb of guilt within him growing more dormant with each passing shift.

Temporarily, life resumed its saner rhythm, away from the frenzied conflict that had recently consumed him.

The haunting memories of Emilia and Jansen grew more distant, as he strived to stitch back together the fragments of his shattered humanity.

Carrying a tray laden with food, traversing the restaurant, he murmured to himself,  "Enough of this, no more!"

But Malphas, a sinister essence, continued to haunt the corridors of Viktor's conscious mind. It lurked like a persistent shadow, thwarting his attempts to escape its notorious grip.

This malevolent entity shadowed Viktor tirelessly, brewing a menacing storm in his otherwise pacified mind. Malphas' derisive laughter echoed within Viktor's head, as he placed his hands upon Viktor's shoulders, augmenting the weight Viktor had been already shouldering.

Amidst the busy chatter of the restaurant, Malphas hissed in his ears, instilling an eerie chill that pricked the length of Viktor's spine.

His teeth's clacking had an unsettling humanness to it; a jarring reminder of Viktor's relentless torment.

*"You started this, isn't it your task to see it through?"*

Those words haunted Viktor, challenging his resolution and fuelling the gnawing uncertainty within his fragile mind.

No matter how hard he fought to maintain his composure, Malphas was always there - taunting, tormenting, and tearing apart his resolution to stay on the righteous path.