Kenneth moved even closer , brushing the tears aways from my eyes softly , his eyes saddened:
_ I think I should stop here , and let you cry your pain away .
I Shaked my head violently denying him:
_ No , I won't cry , I want you to continue, how is he never wanted his child ? isn't that the whole purpose of our marriage !? I'm so confused of this whole situation and how I feel about it now ...this is driving me crazy to be honest with you Kenneth!!
I put my hand on his chest , right on the side of his heart to feel it beating violently , and looked up at him with my begging teary eyes :
_ Please ...have me believe you ... because I really want...want to ...I really..want you ...
for a second I could feel his heart beat violently even more almost out of his chest , his eyes widened but had a good look inside them , a spark , a hope , I was already confused myself so I didn't want to make him interpret my confused emotions as false hope of true love , so I tried to clear it out :
_ I want you to speak it out for me honestly....and I promise you I won't cry , I'll hold back ..
He chuckled.
_ You my love , Are gonna invade me all now ...
He Paused for a bit looking at me intensely with glimpses of challenge that lingered to the surface , and continued:
_ Have it your way then . Completely Naked for you ....No Shelter , Time to Uncover .