chase my soul .

_ You are kidding right ??! you and Jenny were together ?!

I don't how I was feeling at the moment , I mean I felt betrayed but still my mind was telling me that this was centuries ago so I probably didn't even exist at the time they were both together , I probably didn't even meet him yet at that time , so it shouldn't be a problem .

then he said trying to explain more :

_ please don't over think about something that doesn't exist anymore , Me and her were like nothing . what's important now is we focus on Us and the Now we live in , because you are my mate and not her okay .

then I said trying to mock him :

_ so what were you friends who dated to spend more time together and fulfill each other desires ?!

he nodded real quick and said :

_ Yes , exactly .

I raised both my eyebrows not believing that he just admitted my words , then he said :

_ but not in the bad way , you know we were young and wild and we wanted to live running after our desires instead of finding love until I met you and I was madly in love with you . but wait, are you jealous of the relationship I had with her ??

then I said changing the subject and denying the fact that I felt really jealous :

_ when did we meet ?? what century ??

then he smirked and pushed my body closer to his and said :

_ we actually first met in 1842 in a party of humans full of the richest people , you were there discovering the place happily distinguished as a waitress , and I was there too distinguished as a Nobel man , you served me a drink and the moment we locked eyes we fell madly In love , and since then my soul searched for your soul until I found you again.

_ and you never thought about giving up and following other girls ?

then he said in a husky tone :

_ well come you and convince the mate thing and the bound that we have to let me give up on you because I don't think I actually can .

I felt blood flush in my cheeks and my hearts beats racing too violently inside my chest , he noticed what he did to me and said :

_ didn't I tell you how adorable you look when you are shy , I can't Stop myself anymore .

then he locked my lips in his and took them in a forever trip full of pinky dreams .

I felt so pleased and couldn't stop myself from kissing him back .

it was the longest and deepest and full of emotions kiss we've ever had .

then I cut it looking for more breath when he said grabbing my hand and taking me back to the motorcycle :

_ I'm done , I can't wait anymore . let's go back home and finish what we started .

held me up the motorcycle and rode us back home .

once we were inside my room he locked the door and with a fast move he threw my body gently on the bed and leaned on top of me looking straight into my eyes . his eyes full of love and passion and ....and desire that I saw .

he leaned closer breathing on my nick sending shivers to my body and then started kissing it slowly and gently .

his kisses were so warm on my body to the point where I felt heat on my skin . I liked it so much that I felt afraid we would go too far with that and I don't think iam ready yet for more than that so I pushed him back gently and said almost whispering :

_ sorry , but not tonight .....I don't think I'm ready yet to go on a rollercoaster with you .

he looked at me for so long studying me and then said :

_ are you afraid I'd hurt you ?

I shook my head denying and when I was about to speak he continued smirking :

_ because tonight you should be , if I go out of control , because I'm drank on your scent and you are my drug that I can't let go of , so just stay for a little bit as you are and let me enjoy the taste of you again .

his words effected me so bad and made me feel dizzy dreaming .