Chapter 24, in which my little secret comes out (NSFW)

We're lying in my bed, I'm on my back catching my breath after, once again, Hinata has taken it away.

He hugs me fondly, snuggling up closer, caressing my skin. I enjoy it. He doesn't stop... And soon his touch becomes more intense and demanding. When he squeezes my breasts I wince and protest:

「やりすぎだよ...」 "You're doing it too hard..."

「ごめん」 "Sorry"

He doesn't stop touching me though.

「どうしたんだ?」 "What's up with you, huh?"

He turns on his side towards me and even hovers a bit over. And I notice that he's still hard. Still or again?

He coos into my ear confirming:

「もう一度,(F/N)がほしいんだ.」 "I want you once more."

「翔陽,もう?」 "Shoyo, already?"

Instead of an answer he playfully kisses my ear.

To be honest, I'm flattered, but I'm just not ready myself... Then I realise:

「あ,さっきのは本当はダメだったってこと?」 "Oh, does it mean it wasn't really good for you just now?"

「全然,すごかった.正直,なんでだろう...」 "Not at all, that was cool. Frankly I'm not sure why..."

「まあ,助けられるかも...」 "Well, maybe I can help you..."

I slide my hand down his body.

「いや,一緒に何かしたいんだ.」 "No, I want to do something together."

In the meanwhile he wraps me in his arms and turns my body to him. I giggle and gently pull away.

「5分でいいんだ,頼む...」 "Just give me five minutes, please..."

「よし!」 "Okay!"

He drops on his back placing his arms under his head in a relaxed manner and looks up. After a dozen of seconds though he raises on his elbow and turns to me again:

「もう5分も経ったのか?」 "Are five minutes up yet?"

I laugh:

「いやー!」 "Nooo!"

He looks at me greedily and I can see he wants to let his hands on me again.

「たぶん...」 "Maybe..."

He takes my hand and places it on his chest.

「...代わりに触ってくれるかも.」 "...you touch me instead."

He moves my hand slowly down his chest, then his abs...

「何してるんだ?」 "What are you doing?.."

Even though it's a rhetorical question, he answers bluntly:

「(F/N)を誘惑しているんだ.」 "I'm seducing you."

I chuckle. But I can chuckle all I want, I still can't ignore his body under my fingers.

Hinata is the guy that made me become actively aware of my heterosexuality instead of just assuming it by default. His masculinity makes me purr, drool, sigh, it excites me. The hype I didn't really understand before, like the love for biceps, triceps and six packs, suddenly makes too much sense.

I feel his abs under my palm, he's bringing me further down without an intention to stop, but I pivot. I touch his side and pay close attention there. It's all muscles too...

Suddenly I become self-conscious of his gaze following my hand closely:

「おい,見つめるな!」 "Hey, don't stare!"

Without an argument, Hinata turns away, but a wide sly smile appears on his face.

「僕は目をそらすことができるが,僕は(F/N)が僕に触れるすべての場所で正確に感じていることを保証する.」 "I can look away, but I assure you I will feel precisely everywhere you touch me."

I frown, but, well, there's nothing I can do. I'm already invested, so I continue inspecting him with my fingertips. I move to his shoulder and carefully slide down and linger at the biceps caressing it slowly.

「好きなんだな,これが.」 "You like that, huh."

He's not hiding a grin. I'm embarrassed, but I admit it:

「もちろん...」 "Of course..."

I continue touching his arms all over, I become absorbed in what I can reach, these curves drive me mad. Then Hinata takes my hand again and asks a bit hesitantly:

「そして,これはどうでしょう?」 "And how's this?"

And puts it on his head. I blush.

「どこまで知っている?」 "How much do you know?"

「じゃ,知っていることがあるんだね?(F/N)が僕に告白する前に,僕の髪に愛の告白をしたことを知っている.はっきりと覚えているよ.」 "So there is something to know? I know that you confessed love to my hair before you confessed love to me. That I remember clearly."

I don't answer, I just start ruffling his hair, but soon get carried away, my fingers eagerly trying to catch and explore more of it.

A minute after he evades my reach and I'm a bit disappointed. Hinata tucks his head between my neck and shoulder, however, this time it's not his face in my skin, but his hair. And then he snuggles brushing his hair against me back and forth again and again. Damn. Something impossible to swallow is stuck in my throat and I lose my breath.

He asks quietly:

「これが好き?」 "Do you like this?"

I have to clear my throat, but my following mumble also comes out muffled.

「そう.」 "Yeah."

I know I gave him too much power with this little confirmation. He does not go easy on me. His hair, sometimes teasing lightly and sometimes closely pressing into me, stokes my shoulders, breasts and nipples, my stomach, going down to my hips and then shins. I moan softly and twist, my body movements create yet a different kind of sensation when rubbing against his head. His touch is the right amount of ticklish to make it arousing. I feel dirty about my fetish, but how he's taking advantage of this fact feels so good... I don't mind him having this on me, the price is fair.

「たぶん...」 "Maybe..."

Hinata's sitting in front of me on his knees, he lifts my leg and gently puts my foot on his head.

I feel like I might burst. I can feel my cheeks getting red, I'm short of breath once again. I love when Hinata bosses me around in bed, but when he's being a tad submissive like that is so hot to me too. I carefully move the sole of my foot and the silky tangy sensations fill me. Unlike before, in this position he can actually look at me, and my eyes meet his even though his head is tilted down. I'm taken off-guard, but I don't avert my gaze. I want to keep the upper hand now, so I push his head down just a little more with my foot. He obeys and smiles. I fantasise about pressing him down to the ground with my leg, making him bend in the lowest bow in front of me. I would slide my foot further down his spine and push harder into his back. I bet he would even let me do that, but I don't dare. He might even like that...

His hand reaches out to brush my inner thigh lightly with his fingertips and yet another rush of excitement runs through me. Mmmm... While I'm here, I move my foot gently around to touch his head, I even flick his ear with my toe once. I wonder whether he likes all of this. I certainly do, but it's unfair if he's just persevering for my sake.

「私もちょっとだけご馳走するよ.」 "I'll treat you a bit too."

Not without some regret I deliberately lazily slide my foot down, along his forehead, nose, Cupid's bow, I pull down his lower lip with my toe and it swings back shut with a juicy sound when I let go. This turns me on a lot, so whatever he plotted seems to be working. I feel like I get a little carried away and I'm afraid to push his limits, although this has never happened. I continue working my way down his masculine neck, collarbones, chest, then abs, I put my foot flat there to feel it better. Unfortunately I can't stay here forever, so then I slowly caress the happy path down his lower abs and notice his dick twitch with excitement. That's so hot... I'm done with the teasing and finally put my foot along his boner to find out that it's on fire. I press it against his body and I can also feel how hard he is. He's so different from me, he's strong and toned and bony all around while I'm used to my body being soft. I play with his dick with my toes only, going all the way along, pressing lighter then harder, I tease along the tip with different toes and feel the pre-cum help me slide around. Then finally I push firmer with the whole sole of my foot, moving it up and down slowly. I haven't heard any objections so far and I look at Hinata. He seems dispelled and embarrassed, in the same cute way when he's lost the initiative in our little games, but what's important, he's definitely still aroused.

「あの...」 "Um..."

He breaks our eye contact.

「2足目も追加してもいい?」 "Can you add your second foot too?"

Let me try. Using both feet in the same way doesn't seem to work that well, I guess he wants me to squeeze him in between them. It takes me a few tries before I nail the position, but he's patient and doesn't seem to be annoyed at all. I start moving both of my legs up and down the shaft and when he closes his eyes I bring him back:

「ぜひ見てよ!」 "You have to watch!"

He obeys. His face is somewhat complicated, which makes me concerned.

「好きなの?」 "Do you like it?"

It's pointless if he doesn't, it's not that easy to do, I'm not that good at it either and I doubt I look attractive in this position.

「まあ...思ったよりずっとね.僕は...僕は(F/N)の足が好きだ.」 "Well... A lot more than I thought I would. I... I love your legs."

Why does he always look innocently embarrassed when he's completely into something I'm doing to him?

I was not wrong for making him watch because before long my abs start aching. Normally I hate exercise that hurts, but I push myself a bit longer, for him, however, in less than a minute at some point I just no longer can.

「ごめんね...」 "Sorry..."

He helps me out gently:

「片足だけ僕に乗せて.」 "Just put one on me."

I press my left foot against his abs and his hand caresses it. I continue what I can with my right foot and toes, going a bit bolder and faster. Hinata takes my left leg and lifts it up to kiss my big toe. I stumble.

「集中力を持続させるようにする,(F/N).」 "Try to stay concentrated, (F/N)."

「しかし,翔陽はとても気が抜けない...」 "But you're so distracting..."

That's not fair!

「そうなんだ,そこがポイントなんだよ.」 "I know, that's the point."

He bites me and I endure the teasing. He doesn't take several of my toes in his mouth, he just briefly licks and sinks his teeth into each of them separately every now and then. Soon he lets out a soft sigh:

「(F/N)がすごくほしい」 "I want you so much"

「いいよ.」 "Okay."

「本当に?」 "Really?"

I nod. He's extremely determined and persuasive when he wants something, I didn't have a chance from the beginning.

「じゃ,ちょっと待ってね」 "Then wait a bit"

While he's searching the drawer and meddling with the second condom, I lie down and breathe. Life is so good. It doesn't get any better than this, does it? The moments of anticipation are ones of the best.

I fix my hair and notice that a few strands got entangled, but the more I try to pull them apart, the more tied they become and it ticks me off. I get up on the bed on my knees aiming to go get my hairbrush from the shelf. When I put one leg on the ground, Hinata's strong arm stops me:

「どこに行くんだ?」 "Where do you think you're going?"

I didn't think he'd react so quickly. On the other hand, he's too experienced in catching things that are getting away from him much-much faster than me.

「あ,髪を直したいんだ.」 "Ah, I need to fix my hair."

He comes closer from the behind and his other hand wraps around me. I twist gently trying to break free:

「翔陽,ちょっとだけ...」 "Shoyo, I will just be a moment..."

「まさか,そんな(F/N)から一瞬でも離れるのは耐えられない.」 "No way. I can't bear a moment away from you."

Overdramatising, are we.

「でも,髪は...」 "But my hair..."

「(F/N)は完璧だ.」 "You're perfect."

He kisses the back of my neck and I lose my will.

「ここにいて.」 "Stay here."

He continues kissing me more passionately, I feel his steamy breath on my skin, his nose pressing into my neck too, I feel him kissing the baby hair on the nape of my neck. I sigh. His arms lock around me firmer preventing me from going anywhere. I won't. His hot chest presses against my back, which narrows my cage down even more. Being desired like this sends shivers down my spine.

Hinata's hand caresses my lower stomach going further and soon reaches my vulva, fingers playing liberally, aiming for my clit.

「痛っ,痛っ,痛っ,やめて!」 "Ow-ow-ow, stop!"

「は,何?」 "Huh, what is it?"

「押しが強すぎる!私はまだとても敏感なんだよ」 "You're pressing way too hard! I'm still very sensitive, you know"

「ごめんなさい.準備ができたと聞いたが...」 "I'm sorry. I thought you said you're ready..."

He sounds bewildered. I agree it may be confusing.

「そうだけど,そういうわけにはいかないの.今は触らない方がいいかもね.翔陽さん,お手柔らかにお願いします.翔陽,お手柔らかにお願い.」 "I am, but that's not how it works for me. Maybe better if you don't touch me there for now. Please be gentle with me, Shoyo."

「はい.」 "I will."

In response I get heavenly light kisses on my neck, ears and shoulders, but what's even more exciting is how his fingers are tracing mazy routes on my chest and stomach. Just the lightest touch of the fingertips sets off jitters inside me. The more delicate the touch, the more teasing it feels, the more thrills it arouses. I close my eyes and try to focus harder on what he's doing to me. Once he sweeps across my nipples, we both learn they're already hard. I sigh louder.

He presses closer into me and I feel his boner against my bottom.

「いいか?」 "May I?"

He slowly pushes it forward in between my hips and I instinctively press them together tighter.

「うん...」 "Yeah..."

I enjoy his dick starting to brush gently along my vulva, close, but not too close. Ah, this is getting good... I reach my arm up and back to tickle and tease Hinata's neck, not missing his hair, of course. I love feeling how his hips move slowly behind me. I get carried away soon and start moving my body along his dick in my turn. He stops and I realise he lets me do it myself. I got wet, so now it's easy, I slide naturally back and forth enjoying his hardness against me. With disappointment I note that even this I still can't do as smoothly as him, but I do my best. I have to arch my body in lewd ways.

「(F/N)はセクシーだね」 "You're sexy"

I'm sealed in his secure embrace and he lets me move away just enough to make a stroke, but not a tiny bit further. My breath gets uneven, I move my hips faster and I squeeze his arms with mine. He's motionless and now I beg:

「今すぐほしい...」 "I want you now..."

My legs let go of the grip and spread a little.

「本当に?」 "Are you sure?"

「うん」 "Yeah"

Yeah, you win. He slides in.

「あ!」 "Ah!"

It feels different yet again, I don't remember being in this position. I don't like that I can't see him, but I like the way I'm being held so tightly, it's comforting. We're so close and he will never let me go.

Frankly I'm still a bit sore, but in a few moments it doesn't matter anymore. I distinctly feel him moving inside, for some reason very far up inside of me, as if he's gotten in my stomach even though that's not possible.

「私は翔陽の内側を感じるのが好きだ...翔陽はとても深い.」 "I like feeling you inside... You're so deep."

I cover his hand with mine and put it on my lower belly. It seems so close. He's sliding so smoothly up and down, not rushing it, every time I enjoy the feeling of being filled up completely. I moan at the top almost every time. Hinata kisses me again and strokes my neck with his hand. I mumble:

「これ以上のものはない...」 "There's nothing better than this..."

The person, whom my whole heart belongs to, is making love to me, not just in the ways I like, but in new ways I turn out to like too. I hope it's just the same for him.

In response his tone is plenty flirtatious:

「もっといいものができるはずだ.」 "I'm pretty sure we can do better."

But right now I don't want anything different, I don't want him to go faster, I'm taking in the shared pleasure as it is with my eyes closed.

With the intensity increasing I can't help but stiffen up, my legs tighten and soon my core starts shaking as I have to bend backwards a bit.

「前にも後ろにも,好きなように僕に寄りかかっていいんだよ,(F/N).僕が(F/N)を抱きしめるよ.」 "You can lean on me any way you want, forward or backward, (F/N). I will hold you."

His consideration melts me every time. I lean back against his chest, not too bad, huh. He makes his strokes sharper, the jolts shake me.

And now, even though it all feels so good, I am too dreamy to stay upright, I want to loosen up more, be passive, let him do things to me. I turn my head far around and try to give Hinata a small kiss. Even though I planned on saying something, I liked the kiss too much and reached out for it again. Then I finally whisper into his cheek:

「翔陽...」 "Shoyo..."

I interrupt myself with a steamy 「あ!」 "Ah!" as he thrusts in.

「うん?」 "Mm?"

「ベッドに横になりたい...」 "I want to lie down on the bed..."

I make an attempt to release myself, but he holds me tighter.

「ダメ.」 "No."

He gently lowers both of us down without leaving me empty, he didn't waste any time and I can feel him move in me again. I'm lying on my side with Hinata's hands wrapped around me, his chest against my back.

「これはどう?」 "How's this?"

I don't have the right words, so I just moan in response. He speeds up and with him my heart does too, reaching its limits. I feel his hot breath on my neck:

「(F/N)の体はとてもいい感じだよ...」 "(F/N), your body feels so good..."

I hear him swallow shakingly.

「(F/N)がすごくほしい!」 "I want you so much!"

I chuckle:

「もう,私がいるじゃない.」 "You're already having me"

I'm all yours, silly.

「もっともっと(F/N)がほしくなる!」 "It makes me want you even more!"

His grip tightens on me, fingers crashing into my stomach, I'm in a cage and he's all around again. Then he changes his mind and his left palm slides up my breasts to land flat on my neck and pull it closer to him forcing my head back against his. He's not choking me, the touch is considerate and I'm rewarded with enticing heat on my sensitive skin. I get off being restrained, I wouldn't mind if he were to be stricter, my legs feel too free. I wheeze and moan in his arms. My wetness causes lewd noises that arouse me more and Hinata's steady pace keeps me fired up in all the right places.

Soon enough he changes his mind and his palm slides up my throat to hold my chin and the fingers press on my lips gently. I accept them in and they start sliding up deeper in their own pace, making my mouth water. I can't move my head, so I can only passively take him in, please him with my tongue and let myself be used.

「そろそろだよ...」 "I'm so close..."

I purr and bite his finger in response. I feel Hinata's shaking breath on the back of my neck and he gives me a generous sloppy kiss.

「(F/N)っ」 "(F/N)-"

He cuts off, shudders and groans, pulling me even closer, all I can hear is his loud breath. A few seconds later he stops, loosens his grip on me and carefully lets me go. I see marks from his fingers on my stomach, but I don't mind.

Hinata drops down on his back and exhales blissfully, his right hand around me pulls me onto his chest. I smile, I love it that even right now he still wants me close. I lie with my head on his shoulder listening to his breathing, in this moment, the world has stopped, it's just the two of us. I'm so glad I managed to please him, every time I'm thrilled to confirm he really adores me and my body, I'm enough to make him happy. Apparently I'm still insecure, huh.

「(F/N)は素晴らしいだね.」 "(F/N), you're amazing."

And this is the thing that will break my insecurities down, one hit at a time.

Hinata starts to stroke a strand of hair around my face, I draw figures with just the tip of my index finger on his moving chest and we enjoy our closeness in silence.

A while after he carefully unwraps his arm and leaves me to clean up. While he's a it, I tease quietly:

「満足しているの?それとも3回目がほしい?」 "Are you satisfied? Or do you want a third time?.."

He chuckles:

「(F/N)と3回目の共演が実現すれば,素晴らしいことが...でも,残念ながら無理なんだ.」 "A third time in a row with you would be amazing... I'm afraid that I can't though."

He leisurely puts on his underwear and looks me in the eyes from top down.

「でも,僕はできることがっ」 "But what I can do-"

He suddenly hops on all fours over me and a moment later his lips meet my neck and draw a trail towards a destination so obvious. When he reaches my stomach, he notices the marks of his fingers imprinted on my skin, now almost faded away:

「いや,本当にごめんね!」 "Oh no, I'm so sorry!"

I touch his shoulder to reassure:

「心配ないで」 "Don't worry"

I get an extra loving kiss on every spot of his concern. I feel the cool air on the wet trail that Hinata's mouth leaves on my body, hurrying further below.

I'm already peaceful and relaxed, but when he reaches my vulva, my mind becomes even more hazy. His tongue slips deeper into my folds and I gasp and warn:

「どうか優しくしてください.」 "Please be very tender with me."

I'm half-dreaming, the soft delicious touches make me float and I'm panting in sync with the rhythm he chose to please me with. The circles around my clit make me forget everything else. A while after Hinata reaches his hand out to find and grab mine, I'm curious whatever for, and before long I feel my fingers swimming in his hair and I instinctively clench onto his locks. The unexpected gesture triggers a wave of pleasure that runs through me from head to toe. Damn, now he knows too much and he isn't shy to use it! I cannot possibly complain though...

I'm drifting off, allowing myself to be caressed, Hinata's hands stroking me everywhere, his mouth searching for new ways to bother me. He's been going on for about five minutes though and I make myself admit it. I've reached an enjoyable plateau, there's no denying that, but no matter how hard I concentrate or brush through his hair or take a peek at my handsome boyfriend going down on me, I cannot go higher. I even doubt myself, I may have missed my orgasm.

「ごめん...できない.」 "I'm sorry... I can't."

I pull away and shut my legs.

「え?嫌なんだ?どう触られたいか言ってみて,(F/N).」 "Huh? You don't like it? Tell me how you want to be touched, (F/N)."

「大丈夫.」 "It's okay."

I notice he looks panicky. I reassure again:

「大丈夫だよ.なぜ心配するんだ?」 "It's fine. Why are you worried?"

「満足させることができなかった.」 "I could not satisfy you."

Oh, I see, that kind of thing can hit the fragile male ego. It's not the first time he's the only one to cum, but before I didn't even let him touch me in the first place, so it didn't count in his mind?

I pick a carefree tone:

「ああ〜,あのね,今日はそんなに強くないんだよ,翔陽とは関係ないんだよ.というか,それどころか,最初の頃,翔陽は私を満足させすぎた.まだここで感じることができる.」 "Aaah, you see, I'm just not that strong today, it has nothing to do with you. Or, in fact, on the contrary, you oversatisfied me the first time around. I can still feel it here."

I touch my lower stomach, it's happy and full with satisfaction. I kiss him on the cheek and sit up. Doesn't seem like he bought it though.

「まあ...いずれにせよ,僕は(F/N)に借りができた.じゃあ,また気が向いた時に言ってね,いい?」 "Well... In any case, I owe you one. Then tell me when you'll be in the mood again, okay?"

「私に借りはないって,自分で言ってたじゃない?」 "You don't owe me anything, you said it yourself, remember?"

「そうだね.借りはないが,どうしても(F/N)をイカせてやりたい.」 "True. I don't owe you, but I desperately want to make you cum."

I chuckle. He adds seriously:

「メールしてくれれば,価値あるものにするよ.」 "Text me and I will make it worth your while."

I look up and I'm taken aback by the strong will to please me burning in his eyes.

「いいよ.」 "Alright."

When it's time to dress up, I get fixed on one idea... Trying to look casual, I walk further to the chair with Hinata's clothes and quickly put on his hoodie, the one he took off a while ago when he came here. He-he-he.

「あっ,(F/N),返してね」 "Ah, (F/N), give it back, would you"

「いや.」 "No."

He's amused, but still tries to reason with me.

「(F/N),かわいいけど,ちょっとほしいな.」 "(F/N), you look lovely, but I kind of need it."

「私のものだよ.」 "It's mine."

I put on the hood. It's warm, cosy, and smells of Hinata. Best idea ever.

The sleeves are a bit longer than I usually wear, since the guy's shoulders are broader. I feel cute in it.

Hinata comes behind me and murmurs in my ear:

「(F/N),返してください」 "(F/N), please return it"

I frown, I think I was crystal clear already:

「ダメ」 "No way"

He hugs me, his hands sneaking under the hoodie to caress my stomach. He knows what he's doing, it feels nice. He's getting higher and he's really tender with me. Then his left hand slips around onto my back to stroke it too. Both of his palms are crawling up my skin and soon he's touching my shoulders. Then he leans to my ear, kisses it and whispers:

「手を上げて」 "Hands up"

I put my guard down and almost do what he says, out of habit.

「おい,騙すのはやめて!」 "Hey, stop tricking me!"

I lower the hoodie that he lifted back in place and break out of his embrace. He laughs:

「こうしてほしいと思っていたのに!」 "I thought this is what you wanted me to do!"

I fold my arms just in case to defend what's mine.

「待てよ,マジか?」 "Wait, you're serious?"

「Tシャツがあるから大丈夫!」 "You have a T-shirt, you'll be fine!"

He thinks for a moment, but seems like he's given up. Good. He comes at me again, but this time I'll be on the lookout.

「それなら,ひとつだけ条件がある.」 "Then I have one condition."

「どんな?」 "What?"

He's right behind me again.

「まさにこんな感じで着るんだね.」 "You'll wear it exactly like this."

I look down and notice that the hoodie is not that long. It barely covers my private parts, and even that might be an exaggeration. I'm lucky to have put on the knickers first. Hinata's palms gently land on my bottom, the hoodie that's still in the way is moved up. And yet again, I can't help it but be pleased by his touch, I can't help it but agree to what he's asking for. I love it when he holds me like that... Good for me, I manage to negotiate at least a bit:

「二人きりの時は,こんな感じで着る.」 "I'll wear it like this, when I'm alone with you."

「取引.」 "Deal."

I'm impatient to tease Hinata, so I wear my new hoodie right next day, styling it with a black leather mini skirt so that it's still super short. Even though I'll have to do it eventually, I haven't washed it yet and I'm wrapped with Hinata's smell today. I'm happy to catch his eye at the uni and I come closer to say hi.

「いつかは二人きりになってしまうのではと心配にならないか?」 "Aren't you worried that we'll end up alone at some point?"

He won't make me undress, will he?

「うーん...翔陽はしないでしょう.」 "Hmm... You wouldn't."

「僕は絶対にそうする.」 "I absolutely would."

Now I am slightly worried.

「じゃ,またね!」 "Well, see ya!"

And with that just a minute after we met, I kiss him goodbye on the cheek and hurry away. A few steps later I turn around to enjoy his smirk and wink back.

I text Hinata in the afternoon and greet him at the door wearing the hoodie styled by all the rules, which was met with the utmost appreciation.