- Diary Entry 3 -

️⚠️ Mentions Depression

⚠️ Mentions anxiety

:Callisto's Diary Entry 2:

07/03/2021

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My depression got the best of me.

I was supposed to go out with my friends today.

I was excited all week, felt happy my parents allowed me to go out with them.

Yet suddenly all emotions related to joy left my body.

All I'm feeling now is anxiety and extreme sadness.

I broke down crying hard, don't remember when was the last time I did that.

On days like this my mind always goes against my body.

It's been long since I've seen them yet I let my depression and anxiety win.

I hate when I'm feeling like this, I hate dark days like this, I especially hate my self even more today.

For the past 2 or so weeks I've been feeling down.

I don't know what's happening to me.

I don't feel like eating anymore even though I'm starving and if I force myself to eat I just feel nauseous.

I'm tired all the time, even though I go to bed early I wake up with bags under my eyes.

I've lost to motivation to write and that's what made me even more sad.

Writing is the only thing that I feel like I have control over , writing makes me feel as I'm free.

But lately I can't seem to pick up a pencil to write down, it's not like I have writer's block or anything trust me when I say I have a lot of ideas but the thought of writing it down seems exhausting.

Even the mere thought of just waking up seems exhausting.

I just feel like taking a long sleep maybe not even waking up?

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Love,

C🦋