Chapter 1

'I'm dead.'

'This is how it feels to die cold, weightless, free from meaningless relations, and responsibilities.'

The person deeply and calmly pondered, giving thought about what he was experiencing at the current moment.

"Though I am blind, but I can see, it's such a beautiful thing….. Death."

He spoke while drowning down into the depth of unknown, never-ending space.

He was too occupied and absorbed with the brand-new sensation which he encountered that he forgot something very, very crucial to him.

Feeling like strength was leaving his body, he closed his eyes gradually.

Then suddenly a vision triggered in his mind.

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"No No No No No, please!"

A white hair man said in denial, disbelief, and fear.

Seeing one of the most important people perishing with him, and he was rendered powerless, he gets on his knees in defeat.

"Hee-he. Too late darling."

A beautiful voice muttered with a giggle, smoothing his distressed self.

She looked at her man who was crying quietly and hugged him into her warm embrace, then pressed her big and perky breasts on his face to calm him down.

"Why? I want you to live for me.. Just be better an-!"

He asked her, getting infuriated because she chose to die with him, and he didn't want that. With every single word he spoke, he was getting more emotional.

Though he knows that if the situation were to switch, he would have done the same as his other girls also died, and now he has no more hope left to live.

"The only reason I fell for his grace was to live the rest of my life with you and you only!" 

She tried to reason with him, so he won't feel guilty or bad and then yelled at him, then punched him in the face.

"SO WHY THE FM** IN HEAV'N I WANT TO LIVE WITH AN RANDOM AS***E! YOU SELFISH SON OF B******!"

'It hurt like sh&%…but It's fine now.' He inwardly said while rubbing his left cheek and stopped crying as he felt lighter and better because of her rant, especially the punch.

"I will always be with you!"

She lovingly said with a kiss on his forehead, to which he also gave a final hug to her.

"I… I swear if I somehow remember everything, I will come for you regardless of what."

He whispered as they completely converted into smaller white fragments.

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As he was engrossed in his vision, multiple tentacles were shot out from endless depths of space toward him.

Deliberately constraining his body and pulling him into the abysses.

Unexpectedly, snapping out of his dream, he grabs the two tentacles firmly.

'This hate… anger and grievance, my vengeance.' He said in his psyche feeling a surge of strong emotional flowing from his heart to mind and then to the body.

His grip was getting tighter with every second that passed.

"I will find you….. NO MATTER WHAT!"

He roared just like a wild and fearless beast who is ready to devour anything that comes in his path.

His body begins to get its strength back, and the blackest black, deepest red color ignites and oozes out of him which represents his emotions.

"Mother%^&$! Let Me GOO!" He shouted with rage and the only thought in his head was to kill this tentacle creature who was somewhat draining his strength at an alarming rate.

Due to his vice grip, his finger sank into his beast and he felt many vibrations.

He was successfully able to fend off the beast from him, but then he heard a voice.

"Stop it! Whosoever you are, hurting him!"

As he heard the emotionless female voice, instantly he was teleported to a different, unknown place.

Looking around at the unknown territory, he was cautious and had his cool. 

'My e-eyes are back.' He first thought as he got his sight back.

'Where are my clothes?' Was the second thing he asked himself, as none of the people present were hostile toward him.

"You insolent animal, bow down, you are in front of the strongest and the majestic elder goddess." He then heard a male voice and his tone was not pleasant at all, which annoyed the naked man a lot; however, he didn't react much.

Instead of bowing down, he looked up at the top of the thorn without fear or hesitation, though he couldn't see a thing, but he could sense and feel the surroundings or specific auras. 

"You mortal fool dares to ogle our goddess!" The same person insulted again shouted in irritation, however, was ignored by the naked man like he didn't exist.