Chapter 11; am so dirty... very dirty

"Get rid of these two, I don't wanna see any of them in my Malls, also those clothes pack them well and deliver them to my address." Tina said coldly as she signalled and one shadow guard showed up and carried Tatiana out.

Tina followed the guard down to the parking lot, she opened the backseat door, she placed Tatiana on the seat.

Tina sat down next to her, she passed the car keys to the guard. She hugged Tatiana as she took her phone and dialed Dr. Tim's number, he was a psychiatrist.

"Hello Dr. Tim" Tina greeted politely.

"Hello Tina, how are you doing?" He replied politely.

"I have an emergency, come to my house, also bring the medicines you normally use treating mentally unstable patients" Tina suggested.

" Alright I will be there." Dr. Tim replied politely, and the call ended.

She hugged her tightly and pecked her hair softly, "Nana you need serious medical attention, you can't go on like this." she sighed slightly.

They arrived at her home and the guard helped her by carrying Tatiana up the stairs to her bedroom.

"Alright go wait for the doctor and then bring him up." Tina said softly, to the guard.

She wiped her and changed her clothes into sleeping dress and covered her up. She sat on the bed beside her and covered her up.

She caressed her cheeks softly. Moments later she stirred up, seeing Tina she crawled further from her.

"Tatiana what's matter?" Tina asked worriedly, she tried moving closer, she would move.

"Don't come near me, don't!!!!!" Tatiana scurried away and entered into the bathroom. Opened the shower and water flowed on her body, she started scratching and rubbing herself roughly.

"am so dirty... very dirty... so dirty..." she muttered as she scrubbed herself hard.

"Nana you are alright, you are not dirty, I like you the way you are, calm down.... you are scratching yourself Nana." Tina tried calming her down.

" You are lying!!?! all of you are liars.... all liars lying to me." She shouted out.

" Nana you need to calm down, I wouldn't be here if am lying to you, calm down Nana." Tina said softly

The night dress was already wet, Tina wanted to move nearer but she shouted, "Don't come closer, don't, I will kill myself!!!?, I will kill myself!!!"

"Nana.... you need to calm down, have you not realized you are sick? Nana you need to work it out." Tatiana said out worriedly, and stopped moving.

" Am not sick!!!... I said am not sick!!!..... am not!!!.... I just wanna die.!!!..... I don't want to go on...."

Seeing her emotions going down, " Nana calm down, didn't you say you will accompany me forever. Don't you want to be with me?"

Seeing her being in thought, She rushed forward at a go and locked her hands behind her, Tatiana bit her shoulders shouting, "let me go!!!..... let me go.!!!... am tired I don't want to struggle anymore!!!"

Tina hugged her tightly, she bent her head and kissed her ferociously and then turned into a gentle kiss.

She then heard a knock on the door, "Come in" they walked in and saw Tatiana's red eyes and they were drenched, Tina locked her hands behind.

Felix moved forward hurriedly and helped Tina holding her down, he knew his Boss still had an injury.

"Tina, what's the matter with her?" Dr Tim asked politely and moved near them.

She looked at the girl who was being held down and recognized her.

"What is she doing here, Tina??" Dr Tim asked worriedly.

"Do you know her?" Tina asked curiously as they moved to the bed.

"Yeah I think she ran away from a mental hospital, I did see her there two months ago I guess if am not wrong?" Dr Tim replied politely.

" What was she doing there? Who admitted her?" Tina felt bad for her.

" I don't know her hospital history unless we check it out." Dr Tim advised politely.

" What can we do to calm her nerves, she is easily getting agitated." Tina said worriedly.

" She has to accept that she is not okay, before any treatment to work." Dr Tim said politely, as he injected a tranquilizer.

" Tina you promise me.... you promise me you won't take me to an hospital... I don't want to." She cried bitterly while struggling, it was a nightmare, she didn't wanna live it again.

"Nana but you are sick, you need help." Tina said softly as she pulled her into her arms, she had weakened a little after being given a tranquilizer shot.

"I rather die than go back!!!.... I won't!!!! ... I won't!!!, I rather die!!!..." Tatiana cried bitterly.

" Alright you don't want to, but Nana how do you expect us to live if you getting outbursts every minute, everything triggers you, now tell me how I can be assured you will be fine leaving you all alone." Tina asked softly as she wiped her tears away.

"I don't want to!!!.. please don't send me there." Tatiana cried out bitterly.

" Alright then I won't let you go there, but we have to agree on somethings mnn....?" Tina said softly.

" Tina, she needs serious medical attention, not getting admitted is like you encouraging her to go on, how will she be able to get well?" Dr. Tim asked worriedly.

Tina had just relaxed when Tatiana rushed towards the bedroom balcony trying to climb the grills.

Tina rushed forward and pulled her into her arms, "Nana haven't I promised you already? What's the matter again?"

" This doctor wants to admit me but I don't want to!!!? I don't want!!, I rather die.!!!.. I rather die!!!!!" Tatiana said loudly.

The tranquilizer was already weakening her more when Tina looked into her eyes as she said softly, "Ssshhh..... Nana look at my eyes, what do you see??"

Tatiana looked into her eyes, " I see my image." she replied softly, her mind being distracted.

"I see only you in my eyes, so how can I lie to you Nana, Nana am right here stretching my arms out, always ready to welcome you." Tina said softly.