*Ian*
After the uncomfortable confrontation late this afternoon, it was wise to take a break. Father has been discussing things with the Angel's leader, and I sigh still confused with what happened. We decided to take a break and everyone went away to do different things. I remained sitting on a rock, watching them.
Lucifer's presence feels like a breeze of relief to me, as he silently stands near me. I still feel uncomfortable when around him. The truth is, that the pleasure of his company confuses me and angers me. I can't trust my own emotions anymore.