Season 1 - Episode 6 - Sophomore Year Girl

So, you guys read about the Freshman girl last one. Well, I got another one for you. This'll take place my Sophomore Year. Coincidence that it's one year after the last girl? No, I don't think so.

To be honest, I knew her Freshman Year. Use to go to bible study, and still do whenever we can. If you put two and two together, she is a Christian, so am I, but I'm not gonna go into detail about it.

Let's go with the Sophomore Year, because that's when I started to like her. It all started around December. Again, coincidence? We didn't hang out like the last one though. Only time we did was during Bible Study and School. She was a Freshman at this time and we could see each other.

I don't remember why I started to like her, but I think it is because of Bible Study. We started to get close, at the time I believed that she liked me too cause of the way she behaved. Let's call her Carolyn, cause of privacy concerns.

Our parents even thought that we liked each other and didn't care if we were dating. So, I worked up the courage to tell her how I feel. I did it on Valentine's Day. I gave her a card telling her how I felt about her. On the front of the card I wrote, For You. Next day that'll bite me in the ass.

Next day was school and she didn't talk to me at all. I was able to get released to lunch early. So did she. No one was in the cafeteria, so I decided to sit and chill at my table. She came up and gave me a card and a Dream Catcher. She said thanks for the note and left to the table in front of me.

On front of the card ot said, For You. I laughed and opened it. I looked at it and it was two whole paragraphs long. I thought, well it either good or bad. I skimmed it reading only the first few sentences. It read, "I liked the note, I really did. Its just...." I skimmed down a few sentences and continued. "I don't feel the same way about you." I was shocked. Why would she go through all the trouble to write a two paragraph letter only to tell me right off the bat that she didn't like me?

I decided to read only the first few for real and it read, "Thank you Isaiah, I loved the little stuffed bear you got me. And I liked the note, I really did. It's just I really see you as a brother. I'm sorry, I don't feel the same about you."

I was broken, it happened again. Having the girl reject you. Even after all you did, they abandon you. I think that is really when my depression began, when I realized that no one wanted me.

After that letter she gave me. She got a boyfriend from a town nearby. She broke up with him to go out with another guy at my school. His name is also Isaiah, just spelled different. Well, she is a lot dumber than anyone else I know. He cheated on her three different times and she always goes back to him. It's kinda sad, but I'm actually quite happy about it. Cause in the end, if she was like that, I would hate our relationship.

Haha, but it's all good. Next year's girl will be one of the hardest, cause I'm dealing with it still right now. I don't know who is the right one, and I don't know if I'll find her. But I do still have hope that one day, I'll find the one for me.