Chapter 4 Lonely (1)

(Kara's P.O.V)

After the words of encouragement that My mom gave to me, I felt I could still win back everyone's trust especially Tracy's trust.

I couldn't help but feel angry at myself, I should have told her sooner, she wasn't supposed to know like that.

That night things just went the wrong way, I was the one that was supposed to tell her, not the other way round.

Now I wanna apologize but I couldn't help but feel scared thinking about how she would react.

So I decided to give her a call first, It's been two days since I last saw her.

I haven't been able to go to school because I needed to process this sudden news of my identity being blown like that to the world.

I needed to be sure if I could handle the pressure of screaming fans and paparazzi when trying to enter the school lobby.

Now that my cover has been blown, and my true identity has been released to the whole world, I couldn't help but feel terrified that my whole life would change, people won't see me for who I am, but they are gonna see me for what I am.

They are going to see me as this famous twelve years old pop star, that has got everybody star-struck.

Especially Amber and Ashley my worst nightmare at school, I couldn't help but feel scared of the torture they might torture me now.

"Would they keep bullying me??

"Would they keep pushing my buttons???

"Would they keep humiliating me???

Those were the question I kept asking myself and I couldn't find an answer for them.

Kara! Kara! Kara! I could hear my mom calling me bringing me out of my wild thoughts.

"It's time for school, wake up for the love of God," I Could hear her say.

I couldn't help but feel sad for her, these two days have been stressful for her, she had been receiving lots of phone calls lately from different kinds of press companies, as the Chairwoman and CEO of K.S records, she has an obligation to the netizens, and the public about this sudden news of me being dishonest and secretive.

The press just felt angry about everything

Not to talk of my fans, they have been lots of heartbreaking comments lately that they have been commenting on my social media accounts.

And My mom as my manager she had to stabilize this outbreak of unstable emotions My fans have been having lately.

I couldn't help but wish I could help her, despite all these things she has been facing, she remained the best mom ever to me always.

She was always there for me when I needed to cry out my heart, she was always there to console me, trying to absorb the pain I had inside of my heart, and I do wish I could do the same for her.

"Kara, I'm gonna come right in and force you out of bed, and I'm not kidding," I could hear My mom saying.

She sounds pissed by the way her voice was sounding.

"Mom, I'm up okay," I replied to her.

Though she's the best mom ever, she doesn't like to joke about my education.

She keeps saying:-

"Baby girl you got to go to school, because school is like a hot fire that a blacksmith needs to shape a sword, into either an incredible sword or a bad sword, so go to school and let your teachers shape your brain and mind into an incredible and amazing girl!. Okay?"

"Go get a shower and come down for breakfast." My mom said further to me.

"Well, I guess I have to get ready for school and shape my mind." I thought inwardly.

Getting out of my bed I went straight to my bathroom and soak myself in my warm bathtub.

After five minutes in the bathroom, I came out of my bathroom and went straight to my dressing room to dry my hair and get dressed for school.

My mom came inside my room and saw me getting ready for school.

She saw me having a hard time arranging my hair, she immediately came to my back and started arranging my hair.

"Kara everything is going to be fine." She said.

"Mom, I know everything is going to be okay, but I don't know if Tracy would even hear me out," I said to her back.

"She's going to forgive you okay, she's your best friend and you guys have so much history together, trust me she would forgive you okay?? everything is going to be fine," My mom replied to me.

After My mom had helped me to get dressed, we went downstairs to the dining room to have our breakfast, our chef had made my favorite almond milk and fried bacon for breakfast.

After eating, we went outside to the garage where Seth My Head of Security was waiting patiently with Rollins, my assistant head of security, and six other bodyguards

"Take care of My daughter, Mr.Seth," My mom said to Send, My Head of Security.

"Yes Mrs.Stewart I won't let any harm come to her," Seth replied My mom solemnly.

"That's good! Mr. Seth," My Mom replied Seth warmly.

"Babygirl you take care of yourself, okay! I would be heading to the office alright??

Then she kissed me and said:-

"I love you, baby girl, I love you so much!!.

"I know mom, I replied to her but mom what's with all these bodyguards they are too much mom," I said to her.

"They are here to make sure you don't get squashed by fans and paparazzi," My mom replied to me.

"But mom don't you think they are a little bit too much?. I asked my mom.

"I just want you to be safe okay!. The guards are here to make sure you are safe okay!. Mom reasoned back to me.

"But.....

"uh uh no but! My mom quickly interjected.

"Those guards are here for your safety, like when you go on concert alright??? She said with a pause.

"I know what you are gonna say, that Seth your head of security can handle it alongside Rollins his assistant, but keep in mind those six guards are here to guarantee your safety, I don't know how many paparazzi would be waiting for you at school, and besides with those guards with you, I'd be able to work properly, you know how I am baby girl?? "Please do this for me, okay?" Please!. My mom begged.

"Okay! I guess I have no choice, I said to my mom with a forced smile.

"Okay, I'd be heading to the company alright, see you later." My mom said to me with a smile.

"Okay see you later mom, bye! I love you!. I said to her.

"I love you too!. My mom said back.

So with that, I quickly got into my limousine with two other limousines accompanying me and Seth my head of security zoomed off into the streets heading to my school.

I just felt upset as we drove into the streets, I really don't know why I felt upset, but I just know things are not going to be the same again.

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