It has been over a week since I had the man-to-man talk with my father. After the talk with my father, I started to become over conscious about all the females in the village, it was a feeling my face becomes unknowingly red when I see them, my gaze would unknowingly travels towards a female's assets. My lower region would start heating when I had these kinds of thoughts. This was particularly true Agatha. We had mutual love for each other we would talk to each other for a long time, everyone in the village accepted as lovers. Even our parents.
I still liked the girl, but I didn't know how to feel now as I knew I may have a waiting lover. Though polygamy was common in the world as population of women was less than women because more men engage and die in war than women which has caused there to be more females than males because of which polygamy was common in the world. But still I feel that I would betray one of them if I be with the other one.
I was sitting under a tree after a session of an intense physical training. I had started training my physical body as Mighty had told him that I need to acquire a basic fitness level before I begin training my magical body.
Soon Agatha my lover came to me and asked, "Hey what are you doing?"
I was flustered seeing her, I had been avoiding her for a week and I am sure that she noticed it. But I kept my calm and said
"Nothing, I was training my body." I replied. I looked at her when she saw me ignoring her, she was on the brink of crying, tears had started welling up in her eyes.
"Why are you avoiding me? Don't you like me?" She asked and started crying.
"Agatha if you ever find that I love another girl besides you, what would you do?" I asked without replying to her question. My thoughts had been in turmoil, I didn't know what to say to her.
Agatha was clearly shocked hearing my question. She thought about it but couldn't reach at a conclusion. She had a blank look on her face, I was sure that she would hate me knowing that he loved another girl,
"Do you have another girl you like?"
I didn't want to lie to her and replied affirmatively I didn't want to lie to her if possible, I wanted to be truthful towards her.
"Did you love each other even before you loved me?" She asked in a barely audible voice.
"Yes, but I did not remember until recently." He said
Agatha had a confused hearing this, 'how could he not remember such important things did he perhaps suffer from memory loss, but I know him since we were young, when did he like another girl, when he was like one.'
"Well I would've wanted you for myself, but if you have a place for me in your heart, I wouldn't mind it if you have hundreds of woman, but you should surely love me." Agatha sighed.
"Does the girl love you back, or is it one side?"
"Well she did love me, but I don't know if she loves me anymore." I said.
I honestly didn't know if she still loves me, maybe her last words were just due to the moment, or maybe she has another lover in this life. Surely, I wouldn't force her for things of the last life, if she has another as reluctant as I may be, I couldn't find fault with her. After all this was not my previous life, this is a new life
The moment I thought so I had a sudden enlightenment,
This is not my previous life, though it would play a major role but still this is a new life and I must live it like that. This is as much my life as the previous life, I should not change the decisions I had made due to my memories, I cannot leave her just because of the memories of my previous life.
Before I had lost memories, I had always wanted to be rich powerful and strong, with many beauties surrounding me, but when I had regained my memories I had despised for thinking about only myself. But now I know that I shouldn't have done so these are my dreams I just can't change them.
Upon thinking so I decided to live in the moment, I would surely accept Agatha, and I wouldn't stop my previous lover from seeking out anyone else. If she wants to accept me, I will surely accept her. Thinking this I had a glint of determination in my eyes. I looked at Agatha, she was a beautiful girl with black hair and sapphire blue eyes, her developing figure was already pretty great, she already had medium size breasts and her rear was also plump with the right amount of fat, if one looked at her the only word that would come to one's mind was 'an elegant beauty'.
Suddenly in the spur of the moment, I moved in to kiss her, Agatha was flustered seeing me move in to kiss her, I wanted to stop but somehow I didn't. She also didn't move from her place and soon I felt a pair of soft lips touch mine. It was an electrifying feeling, this was my first kiss, and the feeling was… I can't even think properly.
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Royal Castle of Kingdom of Mercury.
[Emma P.O.V]
My name is emma princess of Kingdom of Mercury. I am currently undergoing sword training with my trainer. Trainer swung his sword downwards, I dodged it sideward, by rotating my body on my heels, and without pause with the momentum I had gained during the rotation, I thrust the sord towards him, I have been practicing with him for weeks and I had basic understanding of his moves, he shifted opposite to the direction I was striking towards, but I already knew what to do, I quickly changed the direction of the sword. I have been practicing this move for a long time, this move was initially exceedingly difficult for me as this move puts a toll on my body, but with practice I had practiced it.
I could see the startled expression on the guiders face but I kept my calm and soon stopped my sword just short of piercing his throat, but what I soon noticed was that there was a sword on my chest, which could pierce my heart any time. I sighed; he had obviously won because he could pierce my heart faster than I could pierce his neck. I slightly bowed to my trainer admitting my loss.
And walked away
The other soldiers started gossiping, but I was too drowned in my thoughts of how to defeat my trainer that I didn't bother with their gathering, soon I was hit with a gushing pain in my head. I blacked out, and the last scene I saw was my trainers who is also one of the captains of the army calling for medical help'
"Quick, call the physician." The Trainer yelled.
[Soon the physician reached the room. Princess was lying on the bed clutching her head from the memories that she had gained. Physician came in to check what had happened, but I didn't find anything I prescribed herbs to help her with her fever.
Physician advised everyone to let the Princess to rest, soon the only one left in the room was the sleeping Princess and the Queen. The queen was worried about her daughter's health. Soon she saw that princess' face looked visibly better.]
I was currently in turmoil, I was completely shaken by my own memories, I couldn't even imagine that I had such a tragic past, where I was raped. But I was also happy that I had found a man such as Quill. I had always thought that men didn't care for women and how they felt. I had a general repulsion for men and even my own fiancée, I didn't want to marry him, and I had already decided that I would never allow him to touch me even if I was married to him. I had always thought that everything a man did was due to lust, but now I know that I was wrong. Not all men are like that, some men care for their woman.
I started feeling desperate to find him quickly.
"I can help you," soon I heard a seductive feminine voice.
"Who are you?" I asked surprised.
I heard a sweet laugh the voice was so seductive that it seemed as if it was the voice of a succubus.