Dieing and the great voidling

Alex was currently lying down on his bed in the hospital he had just finished watching so long nerds and tears were currently streaming down his face.

Alex was diagnosed with cancer at 16 and had been fighting cancer for the last two years and he finally felt like he was gonna lose against it since if even technoblade couldn't beat cancer what hope did he have he was just an average cancer patient that threw themselves into anime and LN.

Alex then commented on the video as much about himself as possible hoping to immortalize himself in some small way.

After finishing the comment on so long nerds Alex fell asleep. A few minutes after falling asleep Alex died leaving both an unfulfilled life and his family behind.

After dieing Alex woke up somehow with only his consciousness. Alex at first questioned what was happening to him but after a couple of days he stopped wondering what happened to him and started wondering where he was.

Alex then spent a long time in this place that he decided to call the void. he felt like he spent centuries in the void and had gone insane a few times but regained his sanity a bit after a while.

Each time Alex went insane he felt himself disappear which scared him a lot and he felt like he wasn't himself anymore after coming back from insanity so many time.

Alex still retained most of his memories but he had lost the majority of his emotions after only being a consciousness for so long every once in a while he would fantisize about reincarnating or finally disappearing and it took around 10-100 years to snap out of those fantasies.

he was currently still floating in the void which is how he described his current state of being, and after an unknown amount of time passed Alex finally felt something which surprised him a lot since he somehow instinctively knew that what he felt was real, since after escaping an incountable amount of fantasies he could instinctively tell whether something was real or wasn't real.

After another incalculable amount of time passed Alex both decided to move towards what felt like a bright black light and figured out how to move towards it.

When he finally reached it he felt an unknown entity that didn't have any mass but just existed out of what he was floating in. When Alex finally made it to the concentrated mass of void it spoke.

When the void spoke it said "well aren't you an interesting soul." which caused Alex to be extremely startled since he had finally heard another person's voice after so long.

Alex then thought 'how can I hear this person is it a person can I talk to them what do I ask do I ask how they are doing um what what do I ask.' and the the entity said "well you can ask how I'm doing if you want." with an amused tone.

Alex then started panicking even more since he was sure he couldn't talk after all he had tried countless times to talk before and it never worked, so how did this void entity him.

The entity then said "well because I can hear your thoughts." while making a sound like snickering. Alex then decided to stop asking questions since he didn't wan't this entity to destroy him which he instinctively knew it could do.

But Alex couldn't stop questions from appearing in his consciousness so he still accidentally kept asking questions but the first and main one was 'who are you.'

The entity liked looking at the soul that had entered its domain they could tell its been there for a while way longer then normal souls as well.

Usually when a soul enters it's domain it gets consumed by the void within a few minutes but this little soul somehow survived for around 10,000 years not very long in the grand scheme of things but still it was a drop instead of pretty much nothing.

The entity then decided to answer the little souls question about who it was and said "little soul I am the great voidling first of gods creations, or the consciousness of the void, I go by a few different names but the one my father gave me is the one I prefer Great Voidling."

After hearing that Alex just mentally shrugged since he thought that was very cool and all but he didn't really have room in his consciousness for anything other then questions right now.

The entity now known as the great voidling looked at the little soul and saw a ton of questions in its mind and enjoyed seeing the little questions and thoughts it had.

The Great Voidling then took a deeper look into the souls mind to see what made it so it could survive in the void for so long and saw a very structured library sort of building inside, it looked like a giant castle with tons of books inside.

The great voidling then walked inside the library castle and started walking through the halls while reading the books on the shelves that were organized by date of when they were added with copies of the books in an organized area for subjects.

The great voidling also saw huge areas of the library that were just void but the void wasn't assimilating the library the library was assimilating the void turning the little soul into something like a void soul full of nothingness but still something.

After wondering through the little souls library the Great Voidling found a room with sounds coming from it and walked in The Great voidling then saw the little soul in his consciousness playing a video game that was about eating while constantly eating of the void before it could et him.

The Great Voidling then left the little souls consciousness and saw that the souls surface thoughts had settled to one question again and that question was "will I get reincarnated with wishes?" which amused the Great Voidling so he said "Sure little soul I will reincarnate you you with 5 wishes and I'll reincarnate you where ever you want."

Alex surprised at the answer the Great Voidling had given him the Great Voidling had just been quietly sitting there for around 1 year which is what Alex estimated in his head fir how lond the entity had been silent.

The great Voidling surprised him with another answer and said "Oh no it was more like ten years of your past planets time but you subconsciously slowed down your perception of time so you would survive in the void longer."

Alex now had even more questions rushing to his head but he supresed them and started focusing on the wishes the Great voidling said he would give him. Alex then thought for a while and said his first wish "Great voidling I wish to be your daughter. Wait son I men't son."

The Great voidling just looked at the little soul with a dumbfounded expression but then started making a noise that Alex comprehended as laughing As the Great Voidling said "Sure I'll make you my "Daughter" hahaha ah I don't really understand the want to differentiate between genders but it seems funny if I grant your wish and for amusing me I won't count that as a wish."

The Great Voidling then plucked a price of his body and consciousness off and placed them inside Alex while wiping the peace of consciousnesses sense of self and memories and the intent left in the peace of himself.

As soon as the Great Voidling placed the piece of himself in Alex he made it so that the void peace would start merging with Alex. Alex then said "Well I guess if I get another wish that's ok." while going over the wishes he wants to ask for in his head.

Alex then organized his thoughts and categorized the wishes that went through his mind and discarded the ones he wouldn't need.

Alex then said " um for my new first wish I want to be able to regenerate from any attack as long as a single cell of my body remains with the side effect of making me completely immune to diseases." then looked at the Great Voidling hopefully.

The Great voidling made a sound that sounded like a grunt for continuation but was distorted by the nothingness that made up there surrounding and the Great Voidling. Alex continued "for my second wish I want a bloodline that consists of 12% Sayian, 13% Doomsday, 12% Primordial NINE Tailed Fox, 13% werecat werewolf hybrid, 13% progenitor vampire lord, 12% high human, 25% true outer inner void dragon god."

The Great Voidling then commented "I can do everything besides the god part since the only true God is the great creator my father and any species that dares to attaches his name to themselves is cursed to enternal domination."

Alex just mentally shuddered since the Great Voidling said that last part in a terrifying tone. Alex then continued after he felt the Great Voidling say "you can continue" and said "For my third wish I want the ability to completely control my menstruation cycle." The Great Voidling just nodded which confused Alex on how he could tell the giant mass of void was nodding.

Alex then continued "For my fourth wish I want to speak every language." The Great Voidling then said "well I can't give you the ability to speak every language but I can give you the ability to speak all the languages I know of."

Alex then continued "For my fifth wish I want an artificial intelligence like second personality in my head that will calculate things for me as well keep me company and I want to reincarnate as Klaus's brother from The originals." The Great Voidling then said "alright I'll send you off to reincarnate now."

The Great voidling then watched as its new daughter disappeared from its domain, while staying in it at the same time since the void is just nothingness, and started wondering if the Great Creater its father placed the little soul here knowing what it would ask so he wouldn't be lonely anymore since he can now watch his new daughter's adventures.