She willed herself to focus on positive thoughts but was not able to entirely succeed. Her mind had bifurcated. On one side, she was thinking what she did was a mistake; she didn't have to run away. On the other side, she thought it was a good choice since she was in scene, they would probably force the death of her.
"What should I do?" she bit her nails unconsciously. "What should I do?" she repeated. "I didn't wish for him to die. I just wanted to end the whole thing and return to the world I was in. I just wanted to return to my habit to go to the roof and sit there. I didn't wish for his death. What will happen to me now?"
Sierra walked around her room. She thought of jail again and a shiver ran down her spine; she didn't want to go back there. It was an agony; they wouldn't let her leave and she was confident her father wouldn't bail her out again. She promised herself to not be involved in anything bad that would create troubles. She promised…