The story began when i became a teen father of what at first was merely an accident of great responsibilty that seem so easy to plan escape. So it began.. My Name is Gilbert & this is my story that started way back April 1st,1999 the my first born child was born...it was also my first ever dream come true 1st love relationship with a beautiful girl just a year younger than me, our 1995 barangay's Reyna Elena, upon being in a relationship our first sexual experience didnt go as planned for withdrawal requires talent some perseverance that obviously i failed reason why my first gf easily got pregnant reason why all of a sudden instead of enjoying freedom of youthful activities,parties & beach hopping buddies was remove from our list of what seem to be an adventure for us both having to enjoy & experience simple fun without any burden or task nor indealt of any work which requires our time on the news coming from my Childhood sweetheart that she hasnt been having menstruation in short delayed well i was nt that worried yet hearing it first but months passed she had to be place in isolation for her growing stomach which both of us not having any feelings of whatever should be an approriate acts would best match our situation that oh yeah how true is real that she becoming a mother instantly because of intense love act that i had injected myself to her innocence & its only matter of time our secret will be out in the world so the next phase was calming the storm of her having a fsther formerly our Brgy captain that all of her relatives is now looking for me , us who had been hiding in my own room that i designed as if it mirrors my personality, mentality & also spirituality , that because of peer pressure & the love of doing crazy things & love for doing forbidden stuffs things in life that others of the same age would never risk.. so it came, we could no longer hide in the attic for 9months & that she hasnt been going home for some months for being so worried of what her family would do to her & that having close friends nearby information of when can we go out , ideal time of us to spend time outdoors isnt a problem but when news of her fsther & her uncles whom had been mounting words which had ofcourse reached us made me pause for me to imagined the if's & what of life that had me lose my line now iam racing for some advice which none of my friends had any answer of the best counter to lighten my situation i have with my girlfriend that bears my child its really unbelievable i!