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~my diary~
-- 19th July, 3098 --
Congratulations to those who reached this point in my diary.
Unfortunately, this diary of mine will not be continued anymore. Reason being, —The world is ending.
When you hear about World's end, you think about natural disasters, aliens, collapse of universe, or human-made disasters. But never could I ever had imagined that the world would end due to a monster that even devoured the gods.
Such is life, unpredictable to the end. Though, the end waited a long time for me. Those whole fucking 19,307 years of my life, yet I am left with thousands of regrets.
People think their regrets would end if they lived longer, but the longer you live more regrets you have.
Well then, this is the end. The monster have reached to me.
Goodbye, foreve---
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*Gulp*
-the end-
...
Or not..?
...
*Gurgling noises*
*Woman screaming*
'Guh, where is this?!'
'Where am I'
'What is happening?!'
'Ah!! This much pain!!'
'why am I getting dizz-...'
'...'
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~A few months later~
'I wanna die...'
'Being a baby is so embarrassing!!'
Lying in a blue crib, a baby silently looked at the ceiling with dead eyes.
'But... Why am I here?'
'Could I be a protagonist?! Am I the real protagonist?!'
'Nah nah, even I know this ain't real. Afterall, I already know who the real protagonist is.'
'Mo Fan. The strongest mage in history.'
'So, why am I the one who reincarnated?'
'Lets try to see what all I remember.'
My name is Neo. I don't have a surname since I didn't have any parents in my life. I am 19,307 years and 4 months old but I don't remember any casual memory of my life so I am just a really smart child.
I used all those years to raise to the strongest level possible in the world but since I wasn't the protagonist, I wasn't able to cross the barrier of the world. Even when I tried to cross it, I just suffered from author's authority and lost all the power I had. Well atleast I got to know that my world was just a novel.
After collecting information and knowledge for many years, I succeeded in finding the real protagonist of the world and his companions.
I don't remember anything more but I surely died by some kind of huge, dark, slimy thing.
The things I can clearly remember are... The names of main characters, the unusual powers I have, and my regrets. The biggest regret being, my reason for existence.
'Sigh... Should I try using my powers?'
Surprisingly, In my last life, I was not a normal human. I even had a few abilities that had no real origin but they existed. One of them was [Infinite life], the reason for my long life. There were many abilities but I was not smart enough to fully use their potential. When I grew that smart enough, I already had neglected those abilities and started focusing on magic.
I lifted my hand towards the sky and closed my eyes to concentrate.
' [Unique Ability : Infinite self manipulation] '
I felt a sting of pain all over my body before a wave of calmness spread throughout my body.
I reopened my eyes to look at my changes.
The hand I had lifted up turned into a small knife, my throat had been modified to be able to speak clearly, and all my joints and bones were modified to be twice as strong and flexible.
"Ga gah ta... H-Hello world..?"
"...Worked."
I looked at my knife hand and immediately used it to slash my other hand apart. The pain I felt was already nullified by [Infinite mental endurance].
Within a few seconds, my slashed hand flew back and restored itself. Even the blood drops back flew inside my arm. This was also one of the features of [Infinite life].
'So I am immortal in this life too, huh?'
I restored my knife arm quickly into a normal hand and sat up straight.
Now I can successfully talk and move.
Still, the question remained the same. Why do I even exist? And why do I remember the main characters? Did the author do it? Does he want me to help them or something? Why?!
I was lost in my thoughts but it still startled me.
"Oh ho? What is this? My grandson has such an ability? Kekeke."
The sudden voice shocked me so much that I jumped up and fell out of my crib.
"Be careful. You can't just fall right now."
My granddad lifted me up while looking at me with the scary eyes that showed he was scheming something.
'gulp. I am screwed.'