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Kim Seo Yeon

"Jungkook, you should start moving on about y/n." Yoongi said.

"What?" Jungkook asked.

"Do it, please... we can't just watch you suffer until you die." Jin said.

"B-but how? It's hard for me." Jungkook said.

"Why not have fun with us during break? You know, go on a vacation in different countries." Namjoon said.

"I-I'll try." Jungkook said.

Months passed by... the boy can't stop thinking about you, but they manage to try not cry. Jungkook tried to move on, but the only thing he can do was to be strong, but he still loves you. Many girls tried to flirt and win his heart, but it feels like you still have the key to his heart and no one can open it, but you. The award shows came and many idols performed and win an award, including BTS. A staff came inside.

"Hey jungkook? IU is in the next door, do you want to meet her?" The staff asked.

"No, thanks." Jungkook said without hesitating.

"Wow, for what I know the last award show, jungkook was being crazy and nervous around IU. But now, he even ignored her. Wah..." Jimin said.

"She's still my idol. But she never win my heart. Crush is just admiring someone, it's didn't from loving someone, hyung." Jungkook explained.

"Okay... okay... okay... easy bunny... I'm just trying to make a joke." Jimin said.

"Well, it's not funny." Jungkook said.

"Hey kook? Are you in a bad mood today? Why are you being so cold?" Hoseok asked.

"I'm... I'm just tired." Jungkook said and leaves the room.

He walks around didn't know where to go, they have 30 minutes before they perform. Jungkook can't stop thinking about you again. Then he accidentally bumped into a staff.

"I'm sorry." She said.

Jungkook was going to say sorry, but he noticed something familiar about her voice. The staff was walking away.

"Excuse me... may I ask you something?" Jungkook asked.

"I'm sorry, you can ask to my fellow staffs. I still have things to do." She turns around and quickly bowed, and just left.

Jungkook didn't see her face. But he got curious about her.

"Why does it sounds like y/n?" Jungkook asked to himself.

This bothers him.

"What if y/n was alive? But how? I saw her in her bed that day, if it wasn't her, then who was it?" He thought to himself.

He got interrupted by a staff.

"Excuse me? A girl wanted to give you this..." The staff said and give him a letter.

"Who gave this?" Jungkook asked.

"I don't know, I was going to ask for her name, but she left already. She mumbled a word... I think 'promise'? I know why she mumbled that. She was wearing a black mask, so I can't see her face clearly, but I'm sure that she's not a crazy fan or something." The staff said.

He bowed and left jungkook. Jungkook wwas confused and he open the envelope. He was shocked to see a ring.

"A ring?" Jungkook asked to himself.

"But this looks familiar." Jungkook said.

He get it out of the envelope and look at it.

"Wait... why does this looks like mine?" Jungkook asked to himself.

He remove the promise ring you gave him and compare it to the ring that was given by an unknown person. It looks the same! And there's also a name written there.

"Bunny?" Jungkook read the name in the ring.

His eyes widened and quickly read the letter.

'Dear bunny,

You're probably curious about the ring. Well, I just made a new ring, but the same design as yours. I put the name bunny in there, because it's cute... I'm just a normal fan of yours. I'm not crazy or what, if you ask. I gave this so you could wait for me. Promise?

-Unknown'

"But how did she got the design of my ring that perfectly? It's too small to know the whole design of it in just a picture of mine." Jungkook said.

"But promise?" Jungkook added.

He was on his way back to their dressing room. When he arrive there, his hyungs were looking at him.

"What are you thinking about, kook?" His hyung asked.

"A fan gave me a ring that was the same as my ring that y/n gave me." Jungkook said.

"What? Impossible." Namjoon said.

They all go to him to compare the rings. And it's actually the same.

"It's a crazy fan. Maybe she stalk and go to you to steal your ring for a minute. And xopy the design." Jimin said.

"No, she can't, because I never remove this ring. Also, it's hard to remove." Jungkook said.

"He's right, you dumbass." Yoongi said.

"But how? It's impossible that it's y/n that gave this to you, because she can't." Jungkook said.

"Creepy." Taehyung said.

"She also said in the letter that I should promise that I'll wait for her. Also the same as what y/n said to me." Jungkook said.

"Is this a sign for jungkook that y/n wanted him to move on?" Jin asked.

"Of course not." Jungkook said.

"Okay, stop talking about it. We need to give our best today and everyday. Let's focus on our performance." Namjoon said.

"Listen to the leader, hyungs." Jungkook said.

The a staff opens the door.

"Get ready boys. And go out in 10 minutes." The staff said.

"Yes!" They said.

They all go excited and go out quickly. They were backstage getting ready. They do their chant and watch the idols performing at the stage. They were amazed as if they just saw it. But when they were done, they go to their places and start the performance. When they can go anywhere in stage, jungkook spotted a girl...

"She looks like... y/n." Jungkook thought to himself with eyes widened.

He can't go to her, since he still have a performance. But right after their performance in 'boy with luv', the lights turned off and he quickly run where he saw the girl.

"Hello, did you see a girl that looks like y/n?!" Jungkook asked, shouting.

The fans were confused why he was asking that kind of question. Some fans shakes their heads and some shouted no.

"She was gone." Jungkook said.

Jin puts his arm around jungkook's shoulders.

"What's the problem? Did something happened?" Jin asked.

"Nothing... I just... I just..." Jungkook paused.

"What? You just what?" Jin asked.

"Nothing... I just wanted to say hi to the fans." Jungkook said in a sad tone.

"That doesn't sound like you wanted to say hi." Jin said.

"You know what, hyung... let's go, someone will start performing." Jungkook said as he turn around and leave the stage, then jin followed.

Jungkook was sad the rest of the day. The others noticed it and already knew the reason. At this state, they give him some time alone and clear his mind.

At night, taehyung leave their room, so jungkook can be alone and he will just sleep with jimin and jin. That night, jungkook prepared and opened a wine. He felt lonely, so he started a live. Armys watched and talked with him until he got drunk. When he was drunk, he started telling stories about you, how he misses you. Then before he can end the story, a tear escaped in his eye. He quickly wiped it before the fans can see it. He showed them a smile before he ends the live.

When the live ended, he sigh and jumps on the bed. And cover his face with a soft pillow, then screams. He did this to relax himself, but this time, it didn't work.

"Why? Why did you leave me? I still don't understand..." Jungkook asked.

That whole night, jungkook keeps on thinking about the answers on his questions, but not even a one questions was answered. In the midnight, he received a text. It was unknown, so he thinks that it was a sasaeng fan. He was going to block the number but her message made him stop.

*In the message*

Unknown : Hello.

Unknown : I'm the one who gave you the letter earlier.

Jungkook : Who are you?

Unknown : My name is Seo yeon. Kim Seo yeon.

Jungkook : How did you get this number? Are you stalking me?

Seo yeon : What? No! Of course not. I just got this number from my friend.

Jungkook : Is she one of our staffs? Who is she? She just broke a rule in the company, she can lost her job.

Seo yeon : Please don't! I begged to have your number. I'm not planning anything bad I promise!

Jungkook : Prove it.

Seo yeon : Okay, I'm a 20 years old girl. I started working at a coffee shop. I have a friend from big hit, and her name was Park Ha Eun. I wanted to be friends with Jeon Jungkook, not because of his popularity and money, but because I'm curious about him. I know you'll find this creepy, but I'm not planning anything bad. I admit that I'm a fan, but I have no intention of meeting with you. Talking is enough for me.

Jungkook : You really even said our makeup artist's name. Are you sure that I will not report her?

Seo yeon : Yes, because I trust you.

Jungkook : You're wrong. If you trust me, then I'm not.

Seo yeon : Fine, fire her. And I'll face the consequences. If I need to beg to pd-nim, I'll do it for my friend.

Jungkook : Brave, huh?

Seo yeon : I'm different. Don't think of me the same as the other fans, because I might be the only fan that doesn't want to meet with you, even if I can.

Jungkook : You're creepy. I'm gonna block you.

Seo yeon : Don't please! I'm begging you...

Jungkook : Hmmm...

Seo yeon : Please, bunny.

Seo yeon : I mean, jungkook! Sorry.

"B-bunny???" Jungkook asked himself.

Seo yeon : Hey jungkook? Are you still there? I'm really sorry! I didn't mean to call you that.

Jungkook : It's okay, many fans called me that.

Seo yeon : So can I call you bunny?

Jungkook : Nope, I still don't trust you.

Seo yeon : Fine, I will gain your trust then.

Jungkook : Try if you can.

Seo yeon : I will, because I can.

Jungkook : Really? Then I'm expecting more.

Seo yeon : Whatever... first, let's have a proper greeting.

Seo yeon : Annyeong haseyo, my name is Kim Seo Yeon. I'm 20 years old and a fan of BTS.

Jungkook : Annyeong haseyo, my name is Jeon Jungkook. I'm 21 years old and one of the members of BTS.

Seo yeon : Tell me more about yourself.

Jungkook : Sure.

They texted each other for hours. She made jungkook smile and laugh, almost forgetting about his problems. Until she got tired and sleepy.

Seo yeon : Jungkookie, I'm sleepy, let's text tomorrow.

Jungkook : But I'm not done yet.

Seo yeon : Fine~

Jungkook : So...

Jungkook continued, but he didn't know that seo yeon was already sleeping. He just noticed it when she was not replying.

Jungkook : Hey seo yeon! Kim seo yeon.

Jungkook : What the heck? You were already sleeping???

Jungkook : It's unfair! 😩

Jungkook : Fine, I will sleep now. Let's talk tomorrow. Good night.

Jungkook smiled after he send the last message. He turn off the lights and started sleeping.

Next morning, he woke up and the first thing he did was to text seo yeon. But he got a message from her.

Seo yeon : Sorry, jungkook. I was tired and sleepy that I fell asleep.

Jungkook : It's okay... By the way... Good morning!

He quickly got a message.

Seo yeon : Good morning too!

Jungkook : Do you have any work today? You replied fast.

Seo yeon : Just opening the shop. I still have time though.

Jungkook : Oh... so we can talk for a bit?

Seo yeon : Sure.

Jungkook : Well, I want to thank you for helping me last night. I can't sleep because I was thinking about problems and then you started to text me and helped me relax and be happy.

Seo yeon : That's nothing. I already expecting that since... y/n died.

Jungkook : Well, let's all be positive from now on. Promise me?

Seo yeon : I should be the one asking that.

Seo yeon and jungkook was texting each other for days to months. His hyungs noticed that he started smiling while he was on his phone. They got curious and started asking him while they're watching movies in their dorm.

"Hey kook?" Jin asked.

"Hmmm?" Jungkook said back, still eyes on his phone and smiling.

"We had noticed this for months and we can't take it anymore. Why are you always smiling while you're on your phone? Are you... texting someone? Or playing games? We're curious so please tell us." Jin said.

"It's an army, I enjoyed talking with her." Jungkook said.

"What?! But that's forbidden, right?" Yoongi asked.

"Hyung is right, kook. Why didn't you tell us?" Namjoon asked.

"Because I know you guys will force me to stop texting with her." Jungkook said.

"Wait... smiling through text, enjoying when he's talking with her, didn't want to stop- Jungkook! Are you falling in love with her?!" Namjoon asked, shouting.

Namjoon's words made him stop and look at him with wide eyes.

"You do?!" Hoseok asked, shouting.

"What? I-I don't know... Maybe I just like her to become my friend, that's all." Jungkook said.

"Jungkook, be honest with us. Do you like her as a girl or as a friend? Be so sure with your answer." Taehyung said.

"O-okay, fine! I do like her. As a girl." Jungkook said.

Everyone was so shocked to hear his answer. They thought that he will just love you for the rest of his life, but they were wrong. Everyone was so happy for jungkook except for taehyung.

"I hope you'll love her more than y/n, I think y/n will be happy to see his bunny being happy." Taehyung said with sadness and left to go to his room.

Everyone was confused why taehyung acted like that. Before he was just the same as everyone else, wanting jungkook to move on, but now, he sounded like he was not happy about it.

"Did something happened to tae tae?" Jimin asked.

"We don't know, earlier he was laughing while watching his favorite tv show, but now, why is he sounded and looked like sad?" Hoseok said.

"I'll talk to him." Jimin said.

Jimin walk inside taehyung's room. The whole room was so dark and cold. He turn on the lamp and saw taehyung covering himself with the blanket.

"Tae tae? Did something bad happened? Your mood suddenly changed earlier. Is there something wrong?" Jimin asked.

"Nothing bad happened. I'm just... tired. I need some rest." Taehyung said.

"Are you sure that you didn't want to talk about this? I know that there's something wrong." Jimin said.

"No, hyung. I'm really happy for him. Don't mind me." Taehyung said.

"Taehyung, you're testing my patience. Are you going to tell me or not? We've known each other for years, you can't lie to me." Jimin said.

"I can't tell you. Because..." Taehyung paused.

"Because what?" Jimin asked.

"I'm not ready." Taehyung said.

"Okay, I will not force you. But please, if you can't handle it by yourself, don't be shy to talk with any of us." Jimin said.

Jimin left the room. He goes back to the living room and the boys started asking what she looked like.

"I still didn't met her, hyungs. But I can ask her so we can meet her." Jungkook said.

"Yes, please." Hoseok said.

Jungkook started texting seo yeon again.

*In the text*

Jungkook : Hey seo yeon? Can we meet?

Seo yeon : Ummm... I'm not sure, but why?

Jungkook : I wanted to tell you something and my hyungs wanted to meet you.

Seo yeon : I'm not sure, but I'm free on wednesday.

Jungkook : See you then.

Seo yeon : Text me the address, I will come to you, instead of you coming to me. It's dangerous.

Jungkook : Okay 😊

"Hyungs, she said it's okay. We can meet hee on wednesday." Jungkook said.

"But jungkook..." Yoongi said.

"What is it, hyung?" Jungkook asked.

"Isn't it y/n's death anniversary?" Yoongi asked.

Everyone went silent. Jungkook felt so bad for forget about your death anniversary.

"Jungkook, you didn't forgot it, do you?" Namjoon asked.

"I-I forgot..." Jungkook said.

"Then ask for another day. We already planned that we will spend time with y/n the whole day." Jimin said.

"But can we just invite seo yeon to meet her?" Jungkook asked.

"So what? You'll make y/n get jealous of the two of you? And make her think that she was being replaced? Use your brain, jungkook." Taehyung suddenly said as he got out of his room.

"Do we have a problem, hyung?" Jungkook asked.

"No." Taehyung said.

"Then can you please tell me, why are you being so cold to me right now?" Jungkook asked as he approach taehyung in the kitchen.

Taehyung slammed the table.

"Because!" Taehyung shouted.

"Because what?!" Jungkook shouted back.

Taehyung suddenly noticed what he was saying and stop.

"Ugh!!! I can't this anymore! Jungkook... make sure that you won't going to regret your decisions." Taehyung said as glared to jungkook and purposely hit his shoulders with his.

Taehyung go to his room to get his wallet and cellphone. He was on his way to door when jin stopped him.

"Where are you going?" Jin asked.

"To someone that you don't need to know." Taehyung said coldly.

"Yah! Kim Taehyung! You're being too much! Respect him, he's still your hyung!" Yoongi shouted.

"I'm sorry for being rude. I'll be leaving." Taehyung said and bowed to jin before he left.

"It's my fault. Isn't it?" Jungkook asked.

"What? Of course not, kook." Yoongi said.

"But why hyung suddenly acted cold towards me? I made him angry and left. And what did he mean by regretting my decisions? Why can't he tell him the reason why?" Jungkook asked.

"We will work this out. Just don't think too much about it. Taehyung was moody today, so it's not your fault." Jimin said.

Meanwhile, taehyung contacted someone to pick him up. He got excited to meet her again. As if nothing happened in the dorm earlier. When she arrived, taehyung suddenly smiles. He got inside the car and he didn't know that jimin saw him. Jimin didn't saw the girl's face.

"Is taehyung dating someone?!" Jimin asked himself.

He rushed back to their dorm.

"Guys! I had some news! Taehyung... is dating." Jimin said.

"What?!" They all asked.

"Earlier, while I was going to go to a convenience store to buy jungkook some banana milk. I saw tarhyung and a car stopped in front him. He opened the door and I saw a girl, then he got in and left. Atter I saw that I quickly go back here." Jimin explained.

"But you're not sure about it. What if she was just his friend?" Namjoon asked.

They got interrupted by a phone ringing.

"It's taehyung." Jimin said.

He answered and put it into a speaker mode.

"Hey hyung... I won't be going home tonight. So don't wait for me." Taehyung said.

But since jimin put it into a speaker mode, they heard something and it's definitely not taehyung.

"Hey tae tae~" A small girl's voice heard in the back.

"Wait..." Taehyung said to her.

"Bye hyung." Taehyung said and hang up.

"What did we just heard?" Yoongi asked.