Suicide

Soon the lunch break arrived.

Li Wei asked "what do you want to have for lunch?"

"Brother I am not hungry I am going to terrace to get some fresh air "

"Are you sure"

"Yeah you go fast otherwise all the seat will be occupied"

Ah Yanlin made her way to the terrace once she arrived she saw a boy standing at the edge mumbling to herself about her unfortunate fate she made her may towards the boy once she was behind him she tugged him toward herself making both drop .She stood up cleaned her dress and then stared at the boy who was sitting crossed leg looking at her with deadpanned expression feeling annoyed by her stare she asked "what?"

The boy stood up one has to say he was a handsome specimen seeing his face make her wonder why did he want to commit suicide but face has nothing to do with sadness so she quickly brushed away her thought and focused on the boy " Are you new here ?"

"Does it has anything to do with your commiting suicide "Ah Yanlin asked with a scowl on her face.

"Me ,committing suicide ? Are you out of your head girl?"The boy asked while trying to keep his temper in check

"And even if I want to jump no one gives you the right to stop me now get out of my sight " the boy was about to put his hand on her shoulder when Ah Yanlin caught his hand and twisted it slightly.

Ah Yanlin stared at his face for a second ,"People like you are the real cowards who doesn't have the guts to admit they are troubled ,sad .Remember sometimes it's okay to cry it's okay to be upset.You have the power to say this is not how my story will end I am not good at giving speech but I hope you will live well because each and every life is precious sometimes we are not able to see good possibilities due to our negative thinking and living a good life is more important than maintaining your shitty image"

Leaving his hand she went down the terrace mumbling ,"Rude bastard"

The boy was in trance hearing her words and was kept looking at her back until it was not visible

Soon the day came to end everyone started going home.

Li Wei was talking about his new friends to Ah Yanlin.

Soon they arrived at their houses.

....

In her room Ah Yanlin was scrolling her we chat she has a very small group of friends she talked them about for few minutes and went to sleep .

....

Ah Yanlin saw herself surrounded by the darkness .She saw light coming from one end she went towards it .There was a silhouette of woman standing there she was familiar with the back she called out hesitatingly "Mum"

The person turned around Ah Yanlin met with unexpected site .

She shouted"Mom"

Ah Yanlin opened her eyes her body and took deep breath to calm herself .

Ah Yanlin wondered " What does this dream meant?"