#Chapter32
Warning: This Chapter has some violence.
The last sound of cries had died down, leaving nothing but empty silence and sadness floating the air of the orphanage. This only caused my nerves to spike as I clutched the small butter knife in my hands.
I looked hard at the mettle knife in my hands and wondered if I was really going to do this. Doubt was filling me with every second that passed. Gripped by my inner turmoil. I desperately wanted to do this so why was I hesitating?
My body was sore but mostly well recovered from alphas last visit. I knew all too well that my days were numbered, and he would be back. For a moment longer I allowed my mind to find the reason as to why I had to do this. Gently I wondered through the memories the aloha had scared me with. The cruelty he had subjected me to the cruelty the pack had left me to.