76 THE PANIC
Felix sat dumb for a few minutes, he cannot understand how an attempted rape would result in pregnancy, "I didn't do it—I mean, I didn't get Dralex pregnant. Why not ask her, who the father of her unborn child is—she should know. I couldn't pull down her pant, talk less of having my way that fateful day—yes, I agreed, I was drunk, but not so drunk to have been completely beside myself—"
"You said you almost pulled her pant—Dralex's pants! What a spoiled child you are—Well, you may say all you want, until we know you are not responsible that's only when we can be friends once more, and besides when will you do away with your drinking and smoking friends? They are killing you, Felix, don't you see the way you look—you look crazy. Don't have a mirror at home anymore—come on, you are making me want to throw up." Rufus wasn't holding back his hard words. He knew Felix needs some of it as a daily pill.