Linda and Jacob are going to London

After I had written my diary Jacob my friend called me saying he was going to London I thought only me and him but then he mentioned Linda and said I was not coming I asked why but he just told me that he needs to spend a little time with his girlfriend I hang up and was so angry he came to my house to say the last goodbye after he left I was thinking to write my diary so I went to my room and didn't found it anywhere I asked my mom but she just said check it again I didn't find it anywhere I was so worried that someone will read it so I forgot about it and didn't even think about it