Eighty nine

Maxine's Point of View

After the talk with Alyn, I don't know what our status is right now anymore. I was... disappointed when I heard from him saying he was confused. He said that I am the only one he loves but why is he confused? That's why... When he said that, I was also confused. I don't know if I should fight him or if I should let go. Others will think I'm weak if I let go but I know most people will be happy because they prefer Alyn to end up with Elaine. Also... I'm scared that Alyn would choose Elaine over me before I make a decision.

It's been a week and I still refused to talk to him after that day. I also refused to meet my biological parents for the reason that I don't think I can talk to him well given my current situation. Gosh, if I only knew that love could be hurt like this, I wouldn't have let myself fall in love.