Darkness once again... my mind bubbling anguish.. I struggling to comprehend what just happened... I was too clueless to know a full integration would lead to this.. that pain... that draining sensation.. that bleeding so unrelenting...
Whilst like with what occurred with that boundless eruption of energy, afterwards I was stunned and dazed but unlike last time.. there was actual pain to remember, unpleasant as it was, it took a long to get over it but as all things may eventually come to an end, so did the torment and without my realizing i had returned the my state before my integration..
As the memory of that pain eventually cleared up, so did my mind as it returned back to its former self with the exception of a new understanding, the comprehension of outrage and resentment, leaving me with but a cold rage aiming towards those who had mauled me into bloodied chunks.. but after taking a look at my surroundings, I realized that I could ones again no longer see.. but this lead me with another realization.. that to see In my bodyless form I would just have to send out, like light, tiny beams of energy towards my surroundings and to actually receive sight i would have to recreate what allowed me to have sight in my now lost vessel. As such I began to alter my form heavily, by folding, contracting, expanding, configuring, etc... and after an insurmountable amount of time I had finally recreated what my dead vessel could do. And It was done by expanding small, miniscule but dead straight, string like structures in colossally large quantity's and sending the information received to another structure that I realized I had to recreate which i now know to be the "brain" to receive sight but as a result of this I finally had gained some actual form of intelligence although still miniscule... BUT, I had also regained the rest of those lost senses and even learned to move around without the need of a vessel, the only problem was that I couldn't interact with anything still.
When I finally learned how to move without a vessel, I decided to venture out into the place above the surface having my upmost interests, and so without knowing anything about how much time had passed, I floated up to the surface, and... I was a bit disappointed as I couldn't see very far, and In accordance to this I simply decided to keep floating In one direction above the surface of what I now perceive to be the ocean, and so I just aimlessly drifted, like I was when i was inhabiting that rigid solid as a vessel...
A relatively short amount of time had passed during my "venture", but eventually by chance I came across what I would know to be land, and i had realized something... that I should really start paying attention to how much time has passed as looked around seeing many changes to the contents of what i realized to be air, the ocean, along with a few other things. But as i began moving into a sandy area which divided the land and ocean, I began viewing a being on the land which caught my sight.. This being was similar but so different to those that had killed me, much larger than them, as it feasting down, ripping apart a smaller being which looked similar to it, but also different at the same time but not just that, behind It I saw a large amount greenery as I'd later call a forest, like what i saw during my time in the ocean but instead of being on the floor It instead made a large wall behind the sand..
The larger being I had began to focus on had arch like structures between its body, that allowed it to move on this land freely, which was still bound by the unknown force that had kept my old rigid vessel from going into the void, but like what I knew from my previous vessel I knew I could also take over that thing in front of me, but as I was about to do this, i paused for a moment, remembering the pain of my first death, I hesitated and during this moment of pause and decision making, a loud thunderous roar could be heard from within dense forest, which caused the being to scurry away at top speeds leaving only that mauled body next to me but to my surprise, all the sensory parts were intact which allowed be to upgrade my senses, which in turn allowed me to see more colors and taste more accurately, There was only one problem though, i couldn't interact with anything, leading me to venture into the dense forest in search of a new vessel..
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being profiling:
name: - none
race: - none
age: - before the omniverse, infantile
soul: 56
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