Love & Lust… and WAR

Chapter 93

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Morning

-Tsunade POV-

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Waking up in the morning. I sit up and pull my arms up for a stretch when I notice that I don't have my nightgown on. 

Then like a damn that was broken… memories of what happened last night come flying back…

Oh no… Ohhh no… what have I done. 

I look towards the other side of the bed and see… Yami… a twelve year old boy… naked… WHAT HAVE I DONE…

I asked him for this last night… I shouldn't have done that… 

Then as I get up I wince a little at the pain on my hips… damn it… we did it all night long… me… the last hair of the Senju clan… have seduced my twelve year old student…

Even while thinking all of this a darker part of me enjoyed it… the forbidden fruit of having sex withba student of mine… DAMN IT… 

I instinctively punch the wall next to me… but I control myself… I don't want to destroy half of the building… I just look at Yami's back and I can't help but think…

It seems like I truly do need to go on the vacation. 

I started putting on all of my casual clothes from last night and with a D rank jutsu I got rid of the smell of the alcohol all over me. 

At least a console to myself is that Yami probably wasn't a virgin and I didn't take his first time. He showed an experience on the act so I am sure that I am NOT his first time… at least… I didn't take something special from him...

Then I think back on all of the girls that he knows… was it that Tsume girl… or was it some other woman who tok his first time… *sigh*... I better stop thinking about stuff like this.

When I finish putting on all of my clothes I use a transformation jutsu to make myself appear as an average looking woman and then I go outside… 

It seems like I will have to notify Shizune… that we will be setting off today.

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Yami POV

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As soon as I sense Tsunade leave. I let my breathing and heartbeat go back to normal…

Tsunade also has a slightly different memory of how we hooked up. She was the instigator from her perspective… 

Then I get up from the bed and think about all of the effort that I put into trying to make her romantically attached to me… that obviously didn't work out… I wanted to try at least once how good Trunade was. From now on I am sure that there will be no romantic feelings between each other.

I am not a man patient enough to chase after only one woman. Love… that to me is a very complex feeling… I know what love is and I have experienced it before… I still love my mother and little brother from my first world… after all… family is everything… 

Also to me romantic love doesn't exist… love is a pure emotion… but...

 Romantic Love?... it is just a fleeting emotion, usually just mutual lust disguised as affection… in that way I did and still do love Tsunade…

But not really… real love is something pure… if I truly loved Tsunade… I wouldn't care if she is pretty or even if her face is carved and her skin is all peeled… even if she had a grotesque terrifying appearance… If I can look her in the eyes and still not even flinch and my love for her be unwavering by neither time or distance… then I can truly say that I love her…

The only thing that I 'love' about Tsunade is her physical appearance… so in a simple manner…. I lust after Tsunade…

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After I finish putting on all of my clothes. I get up and touch the wall. The silencing seals start receding back into my hand and they cancel…

As I go outside of the room… I think about the future… Tsunade will definitely move away… especially after what she & I did…

She will start her drunken habits like canon… again… will see if she comes back during the 3rd ninja war… 

As I go outside of the hotel I look at the sun shining bright on the buildings of Konoha… I can't help but smile a little.

Finally… I can start making some moves...

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Time Skip: 1 Year and 6 months later

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I am currently playing Shogi against Tsume's Jounin sensei… and I just lost again… well he is a Nara after all...

"I win Yami -san."

I just smile and nod… the Nara truly are intelligent. Playing this game against him will keep me sharp and never let me underestimate my enemies. 

Then as we are about to start playing another game I sense the anbu as soon as he enters my clan compound. As soon as he is on a tree he jumps down from it and I see that… it was actually a male anbu with a weasel mask… then he bows down in front of me and says.

"Yami -sama. I am here to notify you that

 The 2nd Ninja war is… OVER."

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