This story is about the Alexander's siblings. Dwayne Alexander's POV Can you just give us another chance please " I pleaded no!' you don't love me enough " she sobs kerry , I do love you " I said in a trembling voice ,how can she thinks I don't. no!' you don't as everytime something comes up you always give up on us " kerry sobs it's true, I hate to admit, I did give up everytime but I wanna make it work now. and I do anything to make her forgive me ... ______ As the night falls and the rain begins to fall Just like the first time they met, in Kim's heart it was romantic. But in her mind it was tragic as whatever falls gets broken. A young man who is in his early twenties and a young lady who is in her teens , stood face to face in the rain looking at each other silently–suddenly, someone broke the silence Yang, i have nothing to say to you .. goodnight and goodbye, " said the young lady in a tired and hurt voice as she called the guy by the nickname she gave him before she even knew his real name, Then she walked away ,but the young man held her hands and pulled her back and said while looking at her eyes . No, we are not done talking, and you're not allowed to walk away without answering me !! , " He said, then add . And I'll ask you again ?”..Why did you go when I asked you to stay ?” .Why do you always run away from me ?” What is wrong, Kim ?”, " the young man asks, annoyed She young lady look look at him with a pain expression on her face even tho her lips had a smile on it and even tho the rain was falling on could still see her eyes were looking as if it would soon begin to flow like the rain She then said with a smirked Do you really not know?” ,Did you ever not know ?? the young man nodded his head The young lady finally had enough as it had been 8 months and decided to confess. Yang , I love you, ever since i first saw you and i can't–do this anymore I have been doing it long before..hoping you would be mine one day, but it never works out Pretending to be your friend it's not easy but I try and I try to forget my feelings and live with you but I guess maybe I should have learned to live without you.” She said then sighed inwardly knowing that it was a bad idea to tell him I did live without you for those few months but then there you go again .. you made things a lot harder when you came back and we became friends and now you're going again Yang, I had enough. You can't keep going and coming out of my life like that. The young man was shocked by the sudden confessions and said nothing like he was in another world . Kimanda looked at him for a while , and when he didn't say anything, she asked , " Can i atless kiss you ?? , without waiting for his reply, she walk up to him with all the courage she had and their lips met It was so sudden that even before Yang could come out of his shock ,then comes another one Kimanda suck and nibbled his lower lips as she had always wanted too as she knew this might be the first and the last time she ever got the chance to , so she took her time even though she wanted more she let go of his lips and looked into his shocked eyes. ----- VOl1 = That stranger that became my everything from nothing, Kim Alexander is a young girl who lost her sister , her best friend,her comfort zone , her idol , her advisor, her protector. Lost in grief, she lost hope , she had lost her world., dream and hopes when lovie lost her life , her friends betrayed her. In two years nothing but fear grows in her heart , she gets distant to her family and everyone she once loved. She don't wanna have that pain of losing someone else and she realizes that everyone who comes will leave eventually. At the age of 13 she falls in love with a stranger who is much older than her , fear crumpled in her heart but still it beats for him. Despite the fear , she went ahead and loved him wholeheartedly . She did secretly for months until she told him but he left anyways
listening to a song quitly and watching the person you love from a distance.
Is better than loving a person and then hurting yourself as then that person has the complete power to control you emotions and could hurt you , with just a word or just avoid looking at you .
The truth is I lost control and got nervous every time I saw him, and it hurt that like him. But he doesn't feel a single thing. He just looks at me by coincidencely ,
like when he looked up and i was there . When i walked in, he looked to see who , it was like he was coming out of that room. I was the first person he saw , doesn't it happen to everyone .
it has probably always been like an accident and accident that caused me to be left broken, but the person who cause the accident doesn't feel anything.
When an accident happens. Many of them don't wanna take the blame.
I am broken like some kid playing on the road in the middle of the road and a car pass by and crash the kid the diver maybe he didn't see it or he just don't care but the kid got hurt yea.
I got hurt every time he ignored me every time he turned away,
every time I let my gard down and expect him to like me somehow or the other I expect him to feel how I feel but the driver could never understand the kid pain as he isn't the one in pain but they kid on the road can't blame the diver because they kid where the one playing on the road and the kid didn't see it coming or maybe the kid did but somehow they were too late to move out of the way and end up getting hurt ,
maybe they diver also didn't see it coming, but they would have at least pretended to care even if he didn't care
but right now he doesn't , the driver knows that he hits me, he breaks my heart every time he looks away, every time he walks away.
I gave him time for him to realize his feelings. I felt rejected by someone even tho he didn't really reject me . I really want to know what he really feels, so i put my hopes up again. I wait one day I will get my answer.
for the first time, I'm hurting because of someone I don't even know. I don't even know his name, but I know his address. I know what he looks like. He hurt me without touching me without looking at me and hurts more than when i witnessed Kendall kissing Elwyn
God_what is wrong with me, I don't even know what they did , but yet it hurts it confused me , I want to know what happens but afraid of what if it had happen again , afraid to witness another person I like getting kiss by someone again.