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My Past Lives' Regrets(BL)

Zone is an ordinary man who lived his life normally with a master's degree in fine arts . As an artist , he have a creative mind , he puts his thoughts to an art . But he knew that he was abnormal . He would dream of someone else's life whenever he sleeps . Although he asked a specialized doctor about the cause of these strange dreams he never got the answer of the mystery . He could only turn his dreams into art and make money with it . But Zone never thought that his life would be so short , he died in heart attack after he learned that his girlfriend cheated on him . Opening his eyes again , his expression remained emotionless since he still thought he was dead . But then , he realized he was supposed to have been estinguished and return to the nature without consciousness . Yet here he was , his sight was bright and clear that he is still alive . Unfortunately , he discovered to his surprise that he is in the body of the boy in his dreams . One of the terrifying dreams that made him suffer in one of the nights . A man with clear blue eyes and silky black hair glanced at him lazily . " Killing is allowed at 12 o clock midnight . So most of the students locked their dorm tight to avoid being assassinated . " Zone gulped , in this world full of daggers and poison how could he survive? Zone would have never thought that in the future , he would inhabit the bodies he had always dreamed before at night . But ... What will he do , now that he noticed that he's becoming more like a psychopath ever since the first world? Will he kill his lover? Or ... Become a cold monster with no empathy?

Thealovesbishies · 武侠
分數不夠
72 Chs

Arc 5 Chapter 5.12 ( Jiro's Extreme Jealousy )

Two winged people stared intensely at the scene between the cursed fallen god and the destined realm agent ruler . The crystal ball glowed and the hologram of the scenario entered the two people's eyes .

" Hurry , prepare the array and get our ruler's soul back to the HQ! " The busty blonde woman shouted to the juniors and hit the table urgently .

The blue haired man beside her clapped his hands in excitement and immediately stood in the center of the array to mobilize his divinity. 

The circuits of the array glowed in blue as the blue haired man injects his energy to the array . Once Zone freed Jiro's soul . Countless runes immediately formed mid-air and a portal gradually formed. 

A few munites later , a white soul slowly descended and was layed down beside the blue haired man.  The white soul has its eyes closed as if in a deep slumber due to the force that forcibly summoned it on the hidden realm of the realm agents.  

" Kneel to the ruler! "

All the winged realm Agent kneel down to the slumbering man.  Their eyes glowed in reverence and awe to their missing ruler. 

Ever since Jiro was brought back to the headquarter . He felt like he was imprisoned , the winged realm agents developed a certain fear against the cursed fallen god , everytime Zone tries to search for his soul in every corner of the universe . The agents would try their best to reinforce the hidden realm and avoid the detection of the cursed fallen god .

Jiro was tormented and he badly wanted to escape. 

But who would have expected that these realm agents would slander his man.  Telling him that Zone's goal was just to bewitch him and absorb his divinity which is helpful to the cursed fallen god in restoring his strength back to the peak. 

If he continues to let himself be manipulated by the demon , his mind will be clouded and his soul will be corrupted which the realm agents avoided. 

As an existence higher than the favoured son of the heavens ( protagonists ). They have to maintain their soul pure and holy , their role is to influence a world and cultivate their skills so resist demonic gods which ruled the negative forces of the universes. 

Everytime Jiro tries to reincarnate , the realm agents would meddle and make him reincarnate in a world where there's no Zone .

Jiro felt like his mind's going insane. What's the difference between being binded by Zone and being imprisoned by these paranoid subjects? Jiro badly wanted to go back to Zone but he was restrained . The realm agents would even resort to remove his memory and reincarnate him to a world of chaos to temper his soul and abilities to adapt and learn. 

Now , in the headquarters of the hidden realm . The blue haired man named , Diego , slammed his fist on the table .

" Our liege reincarnated without our notice? What if that damned cursed god manipulates him again? Did you ever thought of the possibility that our ruler would be snatched again by that despicable guy? "

The winged junior realm agents bowed down their heads in guiltyness . They were task to monitor their ruler from escaping but their ruler still escaped. 

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The whole venue suddenly quietened down as Elder Chen made an appearance . He was helped by several Chens to walk in the middle.  Elder Chen wore a tang suit while walking with a cane . This Elder is really old now , and today's his 94th birthday . The whole Chen Jia especially invited several big shots to congratulate the elder. 

Elder Chen felt so light hearted and happy that his whole family was complete in his 94th birthday celebration .

Although his old friend Lu didn't come to visit.  He could understand that old people like them can no longer go active like the young ones. 

Jiro gloomily watched the scenario of the Elder Chen being greeted one by one,  by the big shots in the capital and turned to monitor Zone's movements .

There he saw Zone interacting with his colleagues in the entertainment industry together with Shade . Jiro knew that Shade was interested with Zone before in the Sealed Campus but he never expected that Shade was actually a realm agent like him .

Jiro's eyes narrowed dangerously when he saw a certain actress wrapping her arms around his wife's bicep , with her breast leaning on his body.

Jiro's face darkened and almost had an urge to teleport and flick that woman away from his wife . How dare she do that to my wife in front of my naked eye!!

" Brother Lu! When are you going to shoot another movie , it's been a long time since you shoot one . How about taking the role of the male lead in a romance genred movie? Do you know that I'll be taking a role of a female lead! Let's try making a love team! " Said excitedly by Qiao Mingzhu and wrapped her arms around Lu Feng's biceps. 

Xiao Xu , a beautiful actress sneered at Qiao Mingzhu and faced Lu Feng.  " Don't choose Ming mei mei , listen to me Lu Feng , i recieved an invitation to try an audition for a female lead role in an apocalypse themed movie . I'm sure you want an action right? Take the role of the male lead , you'll surely suit the role.  "

Yu Shirong stepped forward and blocked Xiao Xu . " Bro , there's an upcoming drama series that was about to be filmed by Director Park in Korea.  The drama series is about a criminal solving case , i noticed that you mostly liked taking a role of a villain . I suggest you audition as the serial murderer , it would be a thrill . I heard that there are a lot of beautiful Korean actresses in the set , hahaha. "

Han Deming at the side covered his face in shame and pulled Yu Shirong away . Yu Shirong's attention drawing laugh brought a lot of shame to Han Deming who is standing beside the shameless man .

Zone was drinking his wine he inavertently saw Shen Ai's figure among the crowd . Zone paused and stared at the beautiful woman .

Shen Ai saw Lu Feng pausing his movements . The two stare at each other , when Li Xing suddenly blocked his eyes . Before Shen Ai's vision was completely covered . She saw a flash of pain on Lu Feng's countenance . Shen Ai's heart ached but Li Xing took her attention back to him .

" Don't look at him . "

Shen Ai nodded .

Zone's attention was drawned back to Qiao Mingzhu who is talking about the rumors in the industry these days .

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A middle aged woman patted Jiro's shoulder . " What's wrong son? You look sad.  " Said Wei Luli. 

Jiro swept his eyes to the side and saw his mother . Wei Lulu slowly sat beside him and wrapped her arms around him . " Tell mom , why do you look so sad . "

Jiro shook his head  . " Nothing mom . "

Wei Luli looked at her son with an odd look . " Don't tell me you're heart broken? Since when had you fell inlove with someone?"

Jiro remained silent , he's not really close with his reincarnation's relatives.  Even if he had indeed lived as Chen Zixin for a whole 2 decades ,he didn't get to develop any deep bonds with them . Wei Luli sighed and rubbed his son's back . " I know that kind of expression son ... You're heart broken , tell me ... Is it a unrequited love ? "

Was he the only one who loves Zone? Did Zone love him?  Of course! But it seems that Zone's love for him wasn't as deep as his love for Zone .

" No " he quickly denied .

There's no way Zone did not develop any type of feelings during his time with him. 

" Did you quarrel? " Wei Luli

" I think so "

" Cold War? "

No ... It's both cold and hot .

Remembering Zone's reaction when he revealed his identity as Jiro . Zone got so enraged and fought with him . He could even feel the killing intent Zone emmited during the fight . Zone really intended to hurt him during that fight and that made Jiro hurt so painfully thinking that Zone hated him because of what he did .

He was just shocked at the informations he heard one after another when he learned that his soul was actually chained by his own love one. 

And the voices that keep on ringing within his head ,Zone's villainous and indifferent laughter when Zone first captured him with an intention of absorbing his divinity .

He was so hurt back then and he couldn't quite understand what's going on . He was overwhelmed and couldn't react properly .

He didn't even realized that he unknowingly hurt Zone . He could still remember Zone's crazed look , and desperate expression of wanting him(J) to stay and forgive him (Z). He could still remember how Zone knelt down just to make him (J) forgive him(Z). 

Jiro covered his face with his palm and inhaled deeply . " I hurt him mom , and it was all just a misunderstanding.  " Jiro's weak voice trembled as his heart feels like it was squeezed by an invisible malicious shadow hand . His throat also hurt from restraining his emotions , ge couldn't shout , he couldn't cry. All he could do is cry deep down and minimize the expression that anyone could see . No one knows how painful it was to be separated with your love one for a lot of years .

What's more for Zone who couldn't understand why he left .

He must have gone crazy right?

" Since its a misunderstanding , you should explain it clearly to ' her ' "

( In Chinese , both She/He/Her/Him are pronounced as Tā . So it's not rare that Wei Luli misunderstood Zone's gender.  )

"He wouldn't let me ... He will only throw things at me and fight with me than listen to me carefully . " 

Wei Luli gave Chen Zixin a dull look then suddenly morphed to a meaningful look . She immediately leaved over and whispered . " How about ... Deal with him on the bed. ",

Jiro's eyes immediately moved to get mom's perverted face and subconsciously smiled in shame.  " Mom ... You're so simple minded ... But i guess i should try that method . "

We Luli chuckled and patted the young man's back . " Go on , push her on the bed and do it! "

" Pffft " Jiro couldn't help covering his eyes in shame .

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A certain stoic faced slender man helped his foolish friend to the rest room . Yu Shirong who is now dead drunk knelt down in front of the toilet started vomiting .

Zone's lips twitched at Yu Shirong's drunken behavior and helplessly shook his head . Thankfully , Lu Feng's body has a high alcohol tolerance . Even if he drinks countless glasses/bottles of wine , he wouldn't easily get drunk . 

" B-bro , uggh help " Yu Shirong waved his hands weakly and slump to the ground without any strength .

Zone stared at the knocked out man for a while before leaning over to carry the man back to the lounge .

Han Deming gaped at the scene of his male god carrying another male god . Qiao Mingzhu's eyes at the side flashed with thoughts unknown . Even Xiao Xu meaningfully covered her mouth to cover her perverted expression .

Qiao Mingzhu and Xiao Xu started gossiping and making up stories between two male gods having a secret affair inside the toilet room . Qiao Mingzhu narrated a whole long paragraph about how Brother Lu domineeringly pushed the drunk beauty to the sink and forcibly kissed the bottom while the bottom is in an unclear mind .

Xiao Xu also made up stories connecting to Qiao Mingzhu's made up thoughts about how cute bottom Yu Shirong seduced Daddy Lu .

Yu Shirong used his drunken situation to climb into the male god's bed and do the papapapa .

Then Qiao Mingzhu exaggerated that Yu Shirong has a rare double physique that can give birth to children like a woman.

Bottom Yu discovered that he's pregnant and ran away from the domineering male god's watch . However , Male God Lu captured his wife back to his castle and punished him with a lot of papapapa all night long .

Then they live happily every after .

While the two idiotic rotten girls talked about their made up fantasy . A certain man who who heard all their words drowned in a pool of vinegar .

( Vinegar- jealous )

( Rotten girls - fujoshies/ readers who like reading bl . )