Child of dreams

I had many dreams as a child but what I dreamt of the most was a beuatiful wedding, children, and being a missionary for God I loved thought of also perhaps becoming a vet becuase of my true bond with animals. People thought I didn't belong to anyone or anything or anybody for that matter. When I was a kid things were different a bully would be face on with you compared to these days it's worse its everyone on the freaking internet , you don't know who's going to be your enemy on there. Yeah but so anyways I had big dreams as a kid and half of them ever came true like when your a kid a you dream to well be able to have a bond to animals or something like that well those were the ones I could have the simple ones. I could never have a wish that was really complicated. I loved animals and I loved reading , where there are good dreams there are also bad ones like for example, Being next to a insect or something that scares you some people call them bad dreams some people call them nightmares or worse nighterrors . Let me tell you I had more bad dreams then good ones come true in my life like being scared of the dark, bitten or being next to a spider being teased by a kid school holding a hornet close to my face and the like I wished I was able to have good dreams to that came good as often as the bad ones, but they don't exist hence the name dreams.