A family of three.

We ate dinner in silence, not an awkward one but a peaceful silence. Reality of being back to my family started to slowly sink within me.

Homemade food that my sister specially made for me was so delicious that feeling of pleasure washed all over me making my lips quirk up in a brief smile.

After we finished dinner, we sat there for a while chit chatting about random stuff, that being back memories.

I have missed so many years of memories and moments, wishing I could be a part of those moments but it's all in the past now things can't turn back. I should cherish the present and future I have and which I am looking forward to with my sister and father.

My father noticed the tiredness I had, so he asked me to go back to my room and rest, saying " We have a lot of time, we can continue from where we left off, tomorrow."

it's nice and comfy as long as I can remember the same as when I was a child, room hasn't changed much and the bed gives the same level of comfort it did in my childhood, a feeling of home, a feeling of being complete, a feeling of being with people I love and people who love me, I have had missed those days.

I close my eyes lying on my bed, to let this all sink in, the reality, all those feelings I have been trying to hide away from.

I inhale and exhale deeply as to relax my whole body and let go of the stress I have been holding on to for so long, letting it all build up until now made me exhausted.

it was a nice feeling to finally be able to let go of it.