Nothing But An Obsession

Ethan POV:

Knowing that all I had to do was to lower my lip an inch more and I would be locking lips with the one lady I had yearned for all this years, while i was imprisoned... got me real excited, my heart racing...

I want Vivian and I miss her so much. It wouldn't hurt to claim her as mine once more. Would it?

Merely a second away from claiming Vivian lips, I remembered my pet! An image of Janice flashed into my head.

No, no... I shouldn't be doing this. I can't do this to Janice!

*You said you love her Ethan, and if you really do love her like you claimed, you wouldn't be having such unholy thoughts of claiming another woman as your own. What you had with Vivian wasn't love, it wasn't real. What you had with Vivian was nothing more but a toxic relationship. She was like a drug to you, a drug that you got so much addicted to. And what you now have with Janice, is nothing but pure love......* My inner man lectured.