First Night part 4

He flipped me over, and delved his fingers deep inside of me. "Aaahhh." I couldn't contain my voice and reacted. I could feel him twist and turn his fingers inside me, pushing them in deeper and deeper. I clenched the blanket, and bit down on my lip once again to contain my moans.

"You should loosen up, otherwise its gonna hurt in a few minutes." He whispered into my ear.

Hurt in a minute? He really is gonna do this, then again what should I expect from this asshole. I catch a glimpse of something move in the corner of my eye, I turn my head back a little to see that he had dropped the towel that was around his waist.

I suddenly felt him pushing into me, with something far larger then his fingers. "AAAAAHHHH" I screamed out from the pain of it tearing in to me. I could feel myself tearing open as he plunged deeper into me.

That night he mercilessly violated me numerous times, at some point against my will the pain became pleasure. I hated it, the fact that while this man was violating me and causing me so much pain. I was feeling pleasure from it, I hated myself for it. He had taken me from many positions across the room, finally when he was done. Before I fainted from exhaustion, he grabbed me from behind and whispered into my ear. "From now on your name will be Rose, don't forget it." He then dropped my limp body on to the bed, I had no stamina left I couldn't even gather up the strength to grab the blanket and cover my body with it.

In my exhausted state I saw Tora lay down next to me, he pulled the blanket over and gently covered both himself and I. I don't understand this man, one second he is a merciless monster and the next he is a gentle and seems to be a caring person. I'm just to tired right now to think about it, I just want to sleep and forget this night ever happened. I want to separate myself from what happened, I want to escape from this reality. But I need to stay strong, for my family, and for the sake of revenge. No matter what I must fight!