The moment Lisa left my room, I lay in my bed thinking what I should do to make her my girlfriend. It feels like it has been a long time that I experienced this kind of feeling. I know I am not that ugly because I can tell many girls in San Antonio wanted to date me when I broke up with my ex-girlfriend. But since no one caught my interest, I didn't date, and when Lisa showed interest in me, I didn't know how to take it since I was afraid the same things would happen to me again. I still remember the pain I have been through when Tanya told me what we had was over.