Baby 20

The thought of her bossing me around never fails to make me hard.

I return to the present.

My tongue started exploring her mouth as if it has a mind of its own.

I gently squeeze her waist.

My other hand is now inside her shirt caressing her back.

Napakapit ako sa batok nya habang ang isang kamay ko ay sa buhok nya.

Tumaas ang isang kamay nya sa dibdib ko na walang suot na bra.

I gasp when he gently squeezed my b©©b.

His other hand is tracing my spine then stopped and cupped my butt.

I couldn't resist the urge to squeeze her butt.

Yung pwet nya na unang kita ko pa lang ay nagpahirap na sa akin.

"Do you know mommy that your butt has been tempting me and testing my resolve for the last 3 years..." all the while alternately squeezing and stroking it.

Hindi ko mapigilan ang mapaungol sa ginagawa nya sa pwet ko.

Tapos sinabayan pa ng isang kamay nya na nasa dibdib ko.

Pero teka...

Ayan na naman sya sa pagsasabi ng three years!

I looked straight into his eyes.

I could see the desire there.

And something else...

Hindi Mary Anne!

Don't even go there!

This is your boss we are talking about!

Yung boss mo na papalit-palit ng babae.

Gusto mo bang matulad sa mga babae nya?

Na kapag pinagsawaan nya na ay basta na lang nya iiwan.

Gusto mo?

Gusto mong matulad sa nanay mo na iniwan ng tatay mo pagkatapos malaman na buntis sya?

Napailing ako.

Remind yourself Mary Anne that he is only doing this dahil sinabi mong gusto mong magpabuntis sa kanya.

Kita kong nagtaka sya sa pag-iling ko.

She looked straight into my eyes as if searching for something.

I held her gaze with my own.

Silently hoping she'll see right through me.

I see a flash of sadness in her eyes.

Umiling sya.

I stopped what I'm doing and held her face.

"What's wrong mommy?"

Nakaramdam ako ng kurot sa puso ko sa tanong nya.

Ang lambing ng pagkakatawag nya sa akin ng mommy.

Kailangan ko na talagang mabuntis para makalayo na ako sa kanya.

Habang kaya ko pa.

"Kiss me Mr Ba...kiss me daddy!" pakiusap ko sa kanya.

"Kiss me daddy..." and I did.

Gently

Tenderly

With love

All the love I've kept in my heart for the last 3 years.

But I can sense something different in her kiss.

There's a sense of urgency in it.